Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
There was a little pause after this. Miss Susan had been momentarily
happy in the midst of her cares, when Everard’s whistle coming to her
over the Summer fields and flowers, had brought to her mind a soft
thought of her pretty Reine, and of the happiness that might be awaiting
her after her trial was over. But now, by a quick and sudden revulsion
this feeling of relief was succeeded by a sudden realization of where
Reine might be now, and how occupied, such as comes to us all sometimes,
when we have dear friends in distress--in one poignant flash, with a
pain which concentrates in itself as much suffering as might make days
sad. The tears came to her eyes in a gush. She could not have analyzed
the sensations of disappointment, annoyance, displeasure, which
conspired to throw back her mind upon the great grief which was in the
background of her landscape, always ready to recall itself; but the
reader will understand how it came about. A few big drops of moisture
fell upon her knitting. “Oh, my poor children!” she said, “how can I
think of anything else, when at this very moment, perhaps, for all one
knows--”
I believe Everard felt what was the connecting link of thought, or
rather feeling, and for the first moment was half angry, feeling himself
more or less blamed; but he was too gentle a soul not to be overwhelmed
by the other picture suggested, after the first moment. “Is he so very
bad, then?” he asked, after an interval, in a low and reverential tone.
“Not worse than he has been for weeks,” said Miss Susan, “but that is as
bad as possible; and any day--any day may bring--God help us! in this
lovely weather, Everard, with everything blooming, everything gay--him
dying, her watching him. Oh! how could I forget them for a moment--how
could I think of anything else?”
He made no answer at first, then he said faltering, “We can do them no
good by thinking, and it is too cruel, too terrible. Is she alone?”
“No; God forgive me,” said Miss Susan. “I ought to think of the mother
who is with her. They say a mother feels most. I don’t know. She has
other ties and other children, though I have nothing to say against her.
But Reine has no one.”
Was it a kind of unconscious appeal to his sympathy? Miss Susan felt in
a moment as if she had compromised the absent girl for whom she herself
had formed visions with which Reine had nothing to do.
“Not that Reine is worse off than hundreds of others,” she said,
hastily, “and she will never want friends; but the tie between them is
very strong. I do wrong to dwell upon it--and to you!”
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