New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Television game show hosts -- Fiction
"Nothing ever does change. What's your brew?"
"Soda."
"Scotch and soda? Bourbon and soda? What and soda?"
"Soda and soda."
"Lent's a little early this year," she told the bartender. "Soda for
my father. Listen, darling, there's no earthly reason why--Hello
darling!" She waved to someone who kissed her cheek and clapped Lennox
genially on the back. "Why you have to hire a pair of bloody squares
from--Hello darling!" Another kiss and another clap on the back. "From
Missouri to expert your new show. I'm your girl for the job and--Hello
darling!--I'll sleep for it."
"Listen," he said abruptly. "What happened at your place Saturday
night?"
"Oh that? I was bloody plastered. You pulled in around midnight with
that Bleutcher bitch and--"
"Midnight? You're sure?"
"Of course--Hello darling!--and when Oliver ran out with her I thought
the usual had happened." She finished her drink and snapped her fingers
to the bartender. "Poor dear, he went out like something after a hot
bitch. He came back like something after a cold shower; and I wouldn't
turn my electric blanket on for him. What about that job? It's a
cozy--Hello darling!--blanket."
Sabatini's was filling with the regular cocktail crowd, the men in the
same grey flannel suits with white oxford shirts and large expensive
ties, escorting the same pretty girls, exchanging the same dangerous
dialogue that flashed sparks like steel knives scraping together. It
was familiar and steadying. Sick, it might be, but it was the only life
that Lennox knew. He actually was able to grin at Kay.
"I could use your body, love," he said, "but I wouldn't dare touch your
dialogue."
"Don't be a bloody bug, Jake. You know I'm discreet on camera, I'd
never say--Hello darling!" Another kiss and another clap on the back
from somebody who paused to chat.
"What's with Cooper?" he inquired. "I hear he got into some crazy jam
and hung himself in the middle of the first commercial."
Lennox looked at him. "It was an accident," he said slowly.
"Darling," Kay began. "Everybody knows poor Sam--"
"It was an accident." He turned to Kay and for a searing moment his
eyes were more acid than hers. "Never forget that for a moment. Pass
the word around."
"Yes, Jake," she whispered.
"He was a wonderful guy ... too good for this business. I wrote those
crazy letters. Not Sam. He died in an accident."
Lennox left the bar and walked south on Madison, the highway of his
business, the highway of his life, the quintessence of Now. And the
Now was the same Now of last week, last month, last year. Nothing had
changed; nothing was lost, except Cooper. The life he had fought so
bitterly to hold together still stood firm, better than ever ... except
for Cooper.
"I don't know how I'll ever make it up to you, Sam," he thought. "I
don't know what I'm going to do. I can make the business jump through
the hoop, but that's not enough of an answer."
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