Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Mrs Ogilvy went up with a slow step to her own house. She was in haste
to get there--yet would have liked to linger, to leave herself a little
more time before she confronted again those two who were so strong
against her in their combination, so careless of what she said or felt.
She thought, with a sickness at her heart, of those “jolly voices” which
that woman had heard. She knew exactly what they were--the noise, the
laughter, which at first she had been so glad to hear as a sign that
Robbie’s heart had recovered the cheerfulness of youth, but which
sometimes made her sick with misery and the sense of helplessness. She
would find them so now, rattling away with their disjointed talk, and in
her fatigue and trouble it would “turn her heart.” She went up slowly,
saying to herself, as a sort of excuse, that she could not walk as she
once could, that her breath was short and her foot uncertain and
tremulous, so that she could not be sure of not stumbling even in the
approach to her own house.
It was a great surprise to her to see that Robbie was looking out for
her at the door. Her alarm jumped at once to the other side. Something
had happened. She was wanted. The fact that she was being looked for,
instead of pleasing her, as it might have done in other circumstances,
alarmed her now. She hurried on, not lingering any more, and reached the
door out of breath. “Is anything wrong? has anything happened?” she
cried.
“What should have happened?” he answered, fretfully; “only that you have
been so long away. What have you been doing in Edinburgh? We thought, of
course, you would be back for dinner.”
“I could not help it, Robbie. I had to wait till I saw--the person I
went to see.”
“And who was the person you went to see?” he said, in that tone
half-contemptuous, as if no one she wished to see could be of the
slightest importance, and yet with an excited curiosity lest she might
have been doing something prejudicial and was not to be trusted. These
inferences of voice jarred on Mrs Ogilvy’s nerves in the weariness and
over-strain.
“It is of no consequence,” she said. “Let me in, Robbie--let me come in
at my own door: I am so wearied that I must rest.”
“Who was keeping you out of your own door?” he cried, making way for
her resentfully. “You tell me one moment that everything is mine--and
then you remind me for ever that it’s yours and not mine, with this talk
about your own door.”
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