Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Mrs Ogilvy looked up at him for a moment in dismay, feeling as if there
was justice, something she had not thought of, in his remark; and then,
being overwhelmed with fatigue and the conflict of so many feelings,
went into her parlour, and sat down to recover herself in her chair.
There were no “jolly voices” about, no sound of the other whose
movements were always noisier than those of Robbie; and Robbie himself,
as he hung about, had less colour and energy than usual--or perhaps it
was only because she was tired, and everything around took colour from
her own mood.
“Is he not with you to-day?” she said faintly.
“Is he not with me?--you mean Lew, I suppose: where else should he be?
He’s up-stairs, I think, in his room.”
“You say where else should he be, Robbie? Is he always to be here? I’m
wishing him no harm--far, far from that; but it would be better for
himself as well as for you if he were not here. Where you are, oh
Robbie, my dear, there’s always a clue to him: and they will come
looking for him--and they will find him--and you too--and you too!”
“What’s the meaning of all this fuss, mother--me too, as you say?”
“Well,” said Mrs Ogilvy, “it is perhaps not extraordinary--my only son;
but I’ve no wish that harm should come to him--oh, not in this house,
not in this house! If he would but take warning and go away where he
would be safer than here! I’ve been in Edinburgh to ask my old friend,
and your father’s friend, and your friend too, Robbie, what could be
done--if there was anything that could be done.”
“You have gone and betrayed us, mother!”
“I have done no such thing!” cried Mrs Ogilvy, raising herself up with a
flush of indignation--“no such thing! It was Mr Somerville who brought
me the news first, before you appeared at all. He was to hurry out to
that weary America to defend you--or send a better than himself: that
was before you came back, when we thought you were there still, and to
be tried for your life. I was going--myself,” she said, suddenly
faltering and breaking down.
“You would not have gone, mother,” said Robbie, with a certain flash of
self-appreciation and bitter consciousness.
“Ay, that I would to the ends of the earth! You are my Robbie, my son,
whatever you are--and oh, laddie, you might be yet--everything that you
might have been.”
“Not very likely,” he said, with a half groan and half sneer. “And what
might I have been? A respectable clod, tramping to kirk and market--not
a thought in my head nor a feeling in my heart--all just habit and
jog-trot. I’m better as I am.”
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