Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
She broke off with a quavering, broken sound--seeing over again the
scene of last night, and the paper with Mr Somerville’s name upon
it,--she remembered now, suddenly, that Mr Somerville’s name was upon
the paper which they had wanted her to sign. What had become of Mr
Somerville that he had not come, as he promised, to speak to Robbie, to
persuade the other one to go away? It was difficult to recall to herself
the fact that it was only two days since she had gone to Edinburgh and
poured her trouble into his sympathetic ears. Perhaps it would have been
better if she had not done this, or opened her heart to any one. Mr
Somerville would never betray them, he would not betray Robbie; but
still it seemed that something had happened between that time and this,
a greater sense of insecurity, the feeling that something was going to
happen. Things had been better before, when that strange life which she
had felt to be insupportable was going on: now it was more than
insupportable, it was almost over, and after----? A great chasm seemed
to have opened at her feet, and she felt herself hurrying towards it,
but could not tell what was below. After? what was to happen after, if
Robbie drifted away again, and she saw his face no more?
He avoided her all day, while she watched for him at every corner, eager
only to get a word, to ask a question, to put forth a single prayer. The
afternoon was terribly long: it went over, one sunny hour after another,
hot, breathless, terrible. It was clear by all those signs that a
thunderstorm was coming, and the most appalling roll of thunder would
have been a relief; but even that delayed its coming, and a dead
stillness hung over heaven and earth. There was not a breath of air, the
flowers languished in the borders, the leaves hung their heads, and all
was still indoors. She did not know what the young men were doing, but
they made no sound. Perhaps the weather affected them too--perhaps,
another storm coming, which they had been long looking for, had overcome
their spirits. Perhaps they were making preparations for their
departure. But what preparations could they make, unless it were a
bundle on the end of a stick like the tramps? She said to herself
_they_, and then with anguish changed it in her mind to _he_, but did
not believe it even while she did so. No! she had a conviction in her
heart that Robbie would go. What was there to keep him back? Nothing but
dulness and the society of an old woman. What was that to keep a man at
home? She was not angry with him, nor intolerant, but simply miserable.
What was there in her to make a young man happy at home? to keep him
contented without society or any amusement? No, no, she could not blame
Robbie. He wanted movement, he wanted life at his age. He was not even
like a young lad who sometimes has a great feeling for his mother. She
could not expect it of him that he should stay here for his mother. Even
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