Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
the flight, the excitement of being pursued, the difficulty of getting
away--Mrs Ogilvy had heard that such things were more attractive than
quietness and safety at home. It was natural--and, what was the chief
thing above all other, Robbie was not so much, not so very much, to
blame.
She was still wandering about when the day began to wane into evening,
like an unquiet soul. Where were they? what were they doing? The quiet
of the house became dreadful to her. She who had loved her quiet so, who
had felt it so insupportable to have her calm solitude so spoiled and
broken!--but now she would have given much only to hear the scuffle of
their feet, the roar of their loud laughter. She went about the house
from one room to another, avoiding only the bedrooms where she supposed
they were. She would not drive them out of that last refuge. She would
not interfere there, be importunate, disturb them, if, perhaps, it was
the last day.
And then she went outside and gazed right and left for she knew not
what. She was looking for no one--or was it the storm she was looking
for? Everything was grey, the sky, like some deep solid lid for the
panting breathless world, stealing down upon the earth, closely hiding
the heavens: it seemed to come closer and closer down, as if to smother
the universe and all the terrified creatures on it. The birds flew low,
making little agitated flights, as if they thought the end of the world
was at hand. So did she, to whom, as far as she knew, everything was
hastening to a conclusion--her son about to disappear again into the
unknown, if he had not already done so, and her life about to be wound
up for ever. For she knew well there would be no second coming back. Oh!
never, never again would she sit at her door, and listen and hope for
his step on the path. If he left her now, it would be for ever. It might
be that for the sake of the money he would have seen some violence done
to his mother; but no money, if it were ten times as much, would bring
him back again--none! none! not if it were ten times as much. If he went
now, he would never come back; and how could she keep him from going
now?
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