Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Mrs Ogilvy rose up. The keys of her treasures fell to the ground. What
were they to her at this moment? “And what is my life to me,” she said,
“that I should think of it instead of better things? Do you think it
matters much to me, left here alone an auld wreck on the shore, without
a son, without a companion, without a hope for this world, whether I
live or die? Man!” she cried, laying a hand on his arm, “it’s not that I
would give it for my Robbie, my own son, over and over and over! but I
would give it for you. Oh, dinna think that I am making a false
pretence! For you, laddie, that are none of mine, that would have killed
me last night, that would kill me now for ever so little that I stood in
your way.”
“No!” he said in a hoarse murmur, “no!”--but she saw still the gleam of
the devil in his eye, that murderous sense of power--that he had but to
put forth a hand.
“If it would not be for the sin on your soul--you that are taking my son
from me--you might take my life too, and welcome,” she said.
She could not stand. She was restless, too, and could not bear one
position. She sank upon her chair again, and, lifting up the keys, laid
them down upon the open escritoire, where they lay shining between the
two, neither of use nor consequence to either. Lew began to pace up and
down the room, half abashed at his own weakness, half furious at his
failure. She might have millions--but he could not fish them out of her
drawers, not he. That was no man’s work. He could have killed her last
night, and he could, she divined, kill her now, with a sort of
satisfaction, but not rob her escritoire.
“Mr Lew, will you leave me my son?” she said.
“No: I have nothing to do with it; he comes of his own will,” cried the
other. “You make yourself a fine idea of your son. Do you know he has
been in with me in everything? Ah! he has his own scruples; he has not
mine. He interfered last night; but he’d turn out your drawers as soon
as look at you. It’s a pity he’s not here to do it.”
“Will you leave me my son?” she repeated again; “he is all I have in the
world.”
“I’ve got less,” cried Lew; “I haven’t even a son, and don’t want one.
You are a deal better without him. Whatever he might be when he was a
boy, Bob’s a rover now. He never would settle down. He would do you a
great deal more harm than good.”
“Will you leave me my son?” she said again.
“No! I can say No as well as you, mother; but I’ve nothing to do with
it. Ask himself, not me. Do you think this is a place for a man? What
can he do? Who would he see? Nobody. It is not living--it is making
believe to live. No; he won’t stay here if he will be guided by me.”
The door opened suddenly, and Robbie looked in. “Are you going to stay
all night?” he said, gruffly. “There’s supper waiting, and no time to
be lost, if----”
“If--we take that long run we were thinking of to-night. Well, let’s go.
Mrs Ogilvy, you’re going to keep us company to-night.”
“It’s the last time,” said her son.
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