Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
“Oh, Robbie, Robbie!” she cried.
“Stop that, mother. I’ve said all I’m going to say.”
To sit down round the table with the dishes served as usual, the lamp
shining, the men eating largely, even it seemed with enjoyment, a little
conversation going on--was to go from one dreadful dream to another with
scarcely a pause between. Was it real that they were sitting there
to-day and would be far away to-morrow? That this was her son, whom she
could touch, and to-morrow he would have disappeared again into the
unseen? Love is the most obdurate, the most unreasoning thing in the
world. Mrs Ogilvy knew now very well what her Robbie was. There were few
revelations which could have been made to her on the subject.
Perhaps--oh, horrible thing to think or say!--it was better for her
before he came back, when she had thought that his absence was the great
sorrow of her life: she had learnt many other things since then. Perhaps
in his heart the father of the prodigal learned this lesson too, and
knew that, even with the best robe upon him, and the ring on his finger
and the shoes on his feet, he was still hankering after the husks which
the swine eat, and their company. How much easier would life be, and how
many problems would disappear or be solved, if we could love only those
whom we approved! But how little, how very little difference does this
make. Mrs Ogilvy knew everything, divined everything, and yet the
thought that he was going away made heaven and earth blank to her. She
could not reconcile herself to the dreadful thought. And he, for his
part, said very little. He showed no regret, but neither did he show
that eagerness to take the next step which began to appear in Lew. He
sat very silent, chiefly in the shade, saying nothing. Perhaps after all
he was sorry; but his mother, watching him in her anguish, could not
make sure even of that. Janet was, next to Lew himself, the most
cheerful person in the room. She pulled her mistress’s sleeve, and
showed her two shining pieces of gold in her hand, with a little nod of
her head towards Lew. “And Andrew has one,” she whispered. “I aye said
he was a real gentleman! Three golden sovereigns between us--and what
have we ever done? I’ll just put them by for curiosities. It’s no often
you see the like o’ them here.” The mistress looked at them with a
rueful smile. Gold is not very common in rural Scotland. She had taken
so much trouble to get those golden sovereigns for her departing guest!
but it did not displease her that he had been generous to her old
servants. There was good in him--oh, there was good in him!--he had been
made for better things.
Janet had been in this radiant mood when she cleared the table; but a
few minutes after she came in again with a scared face, and beckoned to
her mistress at the door. Mrs Ogilvy hurried out, afraid she knew not of
what, fearing some catastrophe. Andrew stood behind Janet in the hall.
“What is it, what is it?” the mistress cried.
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