Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
“Do you doubt me still, mother?” He took off his hat and flung it on the
floor. Though he was almost too much broken down for resentment, there
was indignation in his tone. And then she looked at him again, and even
in the dimness recognised her son. The big beard hid the lower part of
his face, but these were Robbie’s eyes, eyes half turned away, sullen,
angry--as she had seen him look before he went away, when he was
reproved, when he had done wrong. She had forgotten that ever he had
looked like that, but it flashed back to her mind in a moment now. She
had forgotten that he had ever been anything but kind and affectionate
and trusting, easily led away, oh, so easily led away, but nothing worse
than that. Now it all came back upon her, the shadows that there had
been to that picture even at its best.
“Robbie,” she said, with faltering lips, “Robbie, oh, my dear! I know
you now,” and she put those trembling lips to his forehead. They were
cold--it could not feel like a kiss of love; and she was trembling from
head to foot, chiefly with emotion, but a little with fear. She could
not help it: her heart yearned over him, and yet she was afraid of this
strange man who was her son.
He did not attempt to return the salutation in any way. He said
drearily, “I have not had bite nor sup for twelve hours, nothing but a
cup of bad coffee this morning. My money’s all run out.”
“Oh, my laddie!” she cried, and hurried to the bell but did not ring it,
and then to the door. But before she could reach the door, Janet came in
with the lamp. She came unconscious that any one was there, with the
sudden light illuminating her face, and making all the rest of the room
doubly dark to her. She did not see the stranger sitting in the corner,
and gave a violent start, almost upsetting the lamp as she placed it on
the table, when with a half laugh he suddenly said, “And here’s Janet!”
out of the shade. Janet turned round like lightning, with a face of
ashes. “Who’s that,” she cried, “that calls me by my name?”
“We shall see,” he said, rising up, “if she knows me better than my
mother.” Mrs Ogilvy stood by with a pang which words could not describe,
as Janet flung up her arms with a great cry. It was true: the woman did
recognise him without a moment’s hesitation, while his mother had held
back--the woman, who was only the servant, not a drop’s blood to him.
The mother’s humiliation could not be put into words.
“Janet,” she said severely, mastering her voice, “set out the supper at
once, whatever is in the house. It will be cold; but in the meantime put
the chicken to the fire that you got for to-morrow’s dinner: the cold
beef will do to begin with: and lose not a moment. Mr Robert,”--she
paused a moment after those words,--“Mr Robert has arrived suddenly, as
you see, and he has had a long journey, and wants his supper. You can
speak to him after. Now let us get ready his food.”
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