Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
“Your room is ready, Robbie, my dear. You will be wearied with this long
day--and the excitement,” she said, with a faint sob, “of coming home.”
“I do not call that excitement,” he said: “a man that knows what
excitement is has other ways of reckoning----”
“But still,” she said, with a little gasp accepting this repulse, “it
would be something out of the common. And you will have been travelling
all day. How far have you come to-day, my dear?”
“Don’t put me through my catechism all at once,” he said, with a hasty
wrinkle of anger in his forehead. “I’ll tell you all that another time.
I’m very tired, at least, whether I’ve come a short way or a long.”
“I have put your bed all ready for you--Robbie.” She seemed to say his
name with a little reluctance: his bonnie name! which had cost her so
keen a pang to think of as stained or soiled. Was it the same feeling
that arrested it on her lips now?
“Am I bothering you, mother, staying here a little quiet with my pipe?
for I’ll go, if that is what you want.”
She had coughed a little, much against her will, unaccustomed to the
smoke. “Bothering me!” she cried: “is it likely that anything should
bother me to-night, and my son come back?”
He looked at her, and for the first time seemed to remark her
countenance strained with a wistful attempt at satisfaction, on the
background of her despair.
“I am afraid,” he said, shaking his head, “there is not much more
pleasure in it to you than to me.”
“There would be joy and blessing in it, Robbie,” she cried, forcing
herself to utterance, “if it was a pleasure to you.”
“That’s past praying for,” he replied, almost roughly, and then turned
to knock out his pipe upon the edge of the trim summer fireplace, all so
daintily arranged for the warm season when fires were not wanted. Her
eyes followed his movements painfully in spite of herself, seeing
everything which she would have preferred not to see. And then he rose,
putting the pipe still not extinguished in his pocket. “If it’s to be
like this, mother,” he said, “the best thing for me will be to go to
bed. I’m tired enough, heaven knows; but the pipe’s my best friend, and
it was soothing me. Now I’ll go to bed----”
“Is it me that am driving you, Robbie? I’ll go ben to the parlour. I
will leave you here. I will do anything that pleases you----”
“No,” he said, with a sullen expression closing over his face, “I’ll go
to bed.” He was going without another word, leaving her standing
transfixed in the middle of the room--but, after a glance at her, came
back. “You’ll be going to church in the morning,” he said. “I’ll take
what we used to call a long lie, and you need not trouble yourself about
me. I’m a different man from what you knew, but--it’s not my wish to
trouble you, mother, more than I can help.”
“Oh, Robbie, trouble me!” she cried: “oh, my boy! would I not cut myself
in little bits to please you? would I not---- I only desire you to be
comfortable, my dear--my dear!”
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