Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
“There is nothing I can refuse him,” cried the young man. “I would say
so too. I say, Curse him; I hate his very name. He’s done me more harm
than I can ever get the better of. I’ve seen him do things that would
curdle your blood in your veins; but him there and me here, standing
before each other--there is nothing I can refuse him!” he cried.
“Robbie, you will think I am but a poor old woman,” said his mother,
with her faltering voice. “I could not stand up, you will think, to any
strange man; but the shedder of blood is like nothing else. It shall
never be said of me that I harboured a shedder of blood.”
“Oh, mother! how can you tell--how can you tell?” he cried, “when I that
know tell you that I could not refuse him anything. I am just his slave
at his chariot-wheels.”
“But I am not his slave,” said Mrs Ogilvy, with a glitter of spirit in
her eyes. “I can face him, though you may not think it. He shall never
come here!”
He flung himself down into a chair, and put the newspaper between her
and himself, making a semblance of reading. But this he could not keep
up: the stillness, and the peace, and the innocence about him affected
the man, who, whatever he was now, had been born Robbie Ogilvy of the
Hewan. He made a stifled sound in his throat once or twice as if about
to speak, but brought forth no certain sound for some five minutes, when
he suddenly burst forth in a high but broken voice, “What would you say
if I were to tell you----?” and suddenly stopped again.
“What, Robbie?” she said, quivering like a leaf.
“Nothing,” he replied, looking up with sudden defiance in her face.
And there was a silence again in the room--the silence of the sweet
morning: not a sound to break the calm: the birds in the trees, the
scent of the roses coming in at the window--there was no such early
place for roses in all Mid-Lothian--and the house basking in the sun,
and the sun shining on the house, as if there was no roof-tree so
beloved in all the basking and breathing earth. Then the voice of the
little old lady uplifted itself in the midst of all that peace of
nature--small, like her delicate frame; low--a little sound that could
have been put out so easily,--almost, you would have said, that a sudden
breath of wind would have put it out.
“Robbie, my son,” she said, “there is nothing you could tell me, or that
any man could tell me, that would put bar or bolt between you and me.
What is yours is mine, if there is any trouble to bear; and thankful
will I be to take my share. There is no question nor answer between you
and me. If you’ve been wild in the world, my own laddie, I’ve been here
on my knees for you before the Lord. Whatever there is to tell, tell it
to Him, and He will not turn His back upon you. Then, do you think your
mother will? But that’s not the question--not the question. My house is
my own house, and I will defend it and my son, and all that is in
it--ay, if it were to the death!”
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