Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
He looked at her for a moment, half impressed; but the glamour soon went
out of Robert’s eyes. The reality was a very quiet feeble old woman,
with the strength of a mouse, with a flash of high spirit such as he
knew of old his mother possessed, and a voice that shook even while it
pronounced this defiance of every evil thing. Short work would be made
with that. He could remember scenes in which other old women had tried
to protect their belongings, and short work had been made with them. He
had never, never laid a finger on one himself. If he had ever dared to
make his penitence, and could have disentangled his own story from that
of those among whom he was, it might have been seen how little real
guilt there ever was in his disorderly wretched life; but he could not
disentangle it, even to himself: he felt himself guilty of many things
in which he had had no share. Even in the confusion of the remorse that
sometimes came upon him, he believed himself to have executed orders
which were never given to him. The only thing he was not doubtful about
was where these orders came from, and that if the same voice spoke them
again suddenly at any moment, it would be his immediate impulse to obey.
And after this he took up the ‘Scotsman,’--that honest peaceable paper,
with its clever articles, and its local records, and consciousness of
the metropolitan dignity which has paled a little in the hurry and flash
of the times--the paper that goes to every Scotsman’s heart, whatever
may be his politics, throughout the world, which everywhere, even in
busy London, compatriots will offer to each other as something always
dear. Wild as his life had been, and distracted as he now was, the sight
and the sound of the ‘Scotsman’ was grateful to Robert Ogilvy. The paper
in his hands not only shielded his face from observation, but gradually
calmed him down, drew back his interest, and, wonder of wonders,
occupied his mind. He had himself said he could always read. After this
scene, with its half revelation and its overmastering dread, he in a few
minutes read the ‘Scotsman’ as if there had been neither crime nor
punishment in the world. And Mrs Ogilvy had already taken up her
knitting; but what was in her heart, still throbbing and aching with the
energy of that outburst, and how much less quickly the high tide died
down, I will not venture to say.
CHAPTER X.
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