Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Robert went in again to Edinburgh a few days later, with results very
similar. Mrs Ogilvy once more waited for him half through the night: but
she sat with her window closed, and with a book in her hand, reading or
making believe to read, and with no longer any passion of tears or panic
in her heart, but a vague misery, a thrill of expectation she knew not
of what, of bad or good, of danger or safety. He came in always,
sometimes a little earlier, sometimes a little later, with a kind of
regularity which she had to accept, which, indeed, she accepted, without
remonstrance or complaint. The atmosphere about him was always the same,
tobacco and whisky, to both which things the little fragrant feminine
house was getting accustomed, to which she consented with a pang
indescribable, but which had no consequences to make any complaint of,
as she acknowledged with thankfulness. When he did not go to Edinburgh,
he remained quietly enough in the house, doing nothing, saying not very
much, taking his walks in the darkening, when it was quite late, and
consequently keeping her in a sort of perennial uneasiness, only
intensified on those occasions when he went to Edinburgh. On no evening
was she sure that he might not come in, in a state of alarm, bidding her
extinguish every light, and watching from the chinks of the window lest
some one clandestine might be roaming round the house; or that he might
not appear with another at his elbow, the man whom he hated yet would
obey, the shedder of blood, as she called him; or, finally, that he
might never come back at all,--that the man who had so much influence
over him might sweep him away, carry him off, notwithstanding all his
unwillingness. It is not to be supposed that much comfort now dwelt in
the Hewan, in the constant contemplation of so many dangers. Yet
everything was more or less as before. The mistress of the house gave no
external sign of trouble. To anxious eyes, had there been any to inspect
her, there would have appeared new lines in her countenance; but no eyes
were anxious about her looks. She pursued her usual habits, as careful
as always of the neatness of her house, her dress, her garden,
everything surrounding her. Her visitors still came, though this was her
hardest burden. To them she said nothing of her son’s return. He
withdrew hurriedly to his room whenever there was the smallest sign of
any one approaching; and few of them were of his time. The neighbourhood
had changed in fifteen years, as the face of the country changes
everywhere. There were plenty of people in the neighbourhood who knew
Robert Ogilvy, but these were not of the kind who go out in the
afternoon to tea. The habit had not begun when he left home. There were
wives of his own contemporaries among the ladies who paid their visits
at the Hewan, but Robert was not acquainted with them. Of those whom he
had known of old, the elder ladies were like his mother, receiving their
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