Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
This was the invariable conclusion of these evening colloquies. And
Janet went “ben” to her kitchen and then to the garden door, and “cried
upon” Andrew, still conversing with the pony in the stable. And then
there was a great turning of keys and drawing of bolts, and the house
was closed up for the night. And finally the pair went into the parlour,
where Mrs Ogilvy, with her clear little educated voice read “the
chapter,” usually from one of the Gospels, and read in sequence night by
night. Janet was of opinion that she never understood so well as when
her mistress read, and indeed Mrs Ogilvy had a little pride in her
reading, which was very clear and distinct with its broad vowels. The
little prayer which was read out of a book did not please Andrew so
much, who was of opinion that prayers ought never to be previously
invented and written, but come, as he said, “straught from the hairt.”
He had himself indeed thought on occasion that he could have poured
forth the sentiments that moved the family with more unction and
expression than was in the sometimes faltering voice and pause for
breath which affected his mistress when she read these “cauld words out
of a book”; but Andrew knew his own place: or if he did not know, Janet
did.
What was there to catch the breath, and make the voice falter, in the
printed words and amid all that deep calm of waning life? It was at the
prayer for the absent that Mrs Ogilvy for fifteen years past had always
broken down. Nay, not broken down: she was too deeply sensible that to
make an exhibition of private feeling while leading the family devotions
would have been irreverent and unseemly, but she was not capable of
going on quite smoothly without a pause over that petition, “Those who
are absent of this family, be Thou with them to bless them, and bring
them home in Thy good time if it be Thy blessed will.” Every night there
came to Janet’s eyes as she knelt a secret tear; and every night it
seemed to Andrew that if he might speak “straught from the hairt”
instead of that cauld prayer that was printed, the Lord would hear. I
need not say that even in a Scotch book of domestic worship the words
were varied from day to day, but the meaning was always the same. They
left the mistress of the house in a certain commotion of mind when her
old servants had bidden her good night and withdrawn. She had a way then
of walking about the room, sometimes pausing as if to listen. There was
deep silence about the Hewan, uplifted on its little brae, and with few
houses near,--nothing to be heard except the distant murmur of the Esk,
and the rustling of the trees. But the night has strange mysteries of
sound for which no one can account. Sometimes something came that seemed
like a step on the gravel outside, sometimes, fainter in the distance,
what might have been the swing of the gate, sometimes a muffled knock as
at the door. She knew them all well, and had been deceived by them a
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