Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Her guest had risen and moved toward the door. He felt curiously cold
and dull. Was this the help he had come to give? His tongue was tied;
his lips refused to utter even one text.
"Good-afternoon, Miss Blake," he said.
"Good-afternoon," said Harriet, and he went out.
She shut the door behind him, and stood for a moment looking at the
pigeons. Emotion had shaken her too often of late, and she was too
tired to bear more confusion of feeling. She only knew that she was
very tired, and that she should like to get away from the scene of so
many struggles. Suddenly she took her gingham sunbonnet from the wall,
and left the room. She went softly down the hall, and slipping through
the screen door near the lower end crept down the back stairs and
through the deserted kitchen.
A Sunday stillness reigned there, and no one was near to see her.
She got a piece of bread from the large pantry, and noticed with
disgust that the shelves were dusty and the bread-tin full of pieces
and crusts. To keep this neat was her work, but she had been excused
for the last three days, since she was far too weak to manage it.
Out through the last blind-door, and she was in the field behind the
barn. She walked feverishly to the little wood close by and sank down
exhausted under a large chestnut-tree.
"I'm tired--I'm dead tired out!" she whispered to herself. "I'll just
stay here a minute 'fore I go on."
Had Mr. Freeland seen her then he would have been more startled than
before, for two red spots burned in her sunken cheeks and her eyes
glittered unnaturally. She had not eaten since breakfast, for the
boiled dinner had sickened her, and though she was weak for want of
food she had not strength to munch the great piece of rye bread. Her
head swam a little and strange tunes seemed to sound all about her.
Her mother's voice, almost in her ear, sang her to sleep with the Old
Hundred Doxology, and for a moment she listened entranced, but as the
phantom voice reached the last line she opened her eyes.
"No, no!" she screamed. "No, no! I won't sing to a bird! I won't! I'll
go to Sarah's first!"
A stillness that frightened her followed. Something pattered beside
her, and she looked apprehensively at the sky through a rift in the
branches.
"Don't say it's rain!" she whispered, nervously. "I'm fearful scairt o'
thunder-storms!"
The sky was rapidly clouding over, and a growl of thunder answered her.
She started up, but fell helplessly back.
"O Lord, I can't move! I can't move a step! I'm too heavy!" she cried
in terror. The storm came on fast; the branches shook under a sudden
wind, and the birds grew still. She was too weak to realise fully her
situation, but what consciousness she owned was swallowed up in terror.
A sudden flash, and she shrank together with a moan.
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