Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She never took her aching eyes for one second from the wonderful white
thing. She scorned to watch the ground. With a magnificent faith she
walked, her head lifted, her heart too full to know if she stumbled. In
the clear places, always where there were no branches, the white guide
flew and Harriet walked after with her staff. A few moments took them
out of the wood, but she never looked for the house. In the full glare
of day, against the blue, the bird looked only snowier, and to her
dazzled, burning eyes the aureole grew only brighter and bigger. She
could not see its wings move; it hovered steadily and floated serenely
upon the clear air, and the old woman saw it, and it only.
She did not see the anxious crowd on the porch, she did not hear their
exclamations, she did not know that her lips were moving, that her
voice, low, husky, but distinguishable, repeated over and over, almost
mechanically: "Forgive me, Lord! forgive me, Lord! O Lord, forgive me!"
She only followed, followed with all her heart and soul and strength,
up the little hill, up the path, up to the porch, a strange, shaking
pilgrim, leaning heavily on her staff, guided by the white pigeon.
On the steps they received her, and as she sank on the lowest, they
caught her, falling. Her almost sightless eyes were yet uplifted, and
while to their view the dove dropped down among its mates, a patch
among the white, to her it was mingled with the summer blue, and
vanished in the sky whence it came.
Her body was utterly exhausted, but her spirit could not yet lose
its consciousness. On the wave of her exaltation she rose higher and
higher. She looked at them with a look they had never seen in any human
being.
"I'm saved! I'm saved!" she cried.
They watched her, silent, terrified, awed beyond words at this
redemption they could only feel but could not understand. But as they
stared, her eyes glazed, her head fell back against the matron's arm.
"Pray! pray!" she whispered. The pastor looked at her and steadied
himself. Wonder and a sense of strength flowed in on him suddenly. But
there was scant time for prayer. Though the light in her face had not
yet died away, her breath was scarcely moving. He came near her and
repeated gently the hymn she had in the time of her trouble disowned,
but which she had always loved:
"_Praise God from whom all blessings flow,
Praise Him all creatures here below,
Praise Him above ye heavenly host_----"
Her eyes opened and looked wide into the blue; what she saw there they
did not know, but she smiled faintly.
"_Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost!_"
"Oh, yes! Oh, yes!" the matron guessed that she murmured; and with the
cooing and clucking of pigeons sounding through the summer air, she
died.
A white, arrow-swift creature whirred through the stillness, up, up,
and out in a great proud curve; their eyes were too dim to know if it
turned again to the earth.
A BAYARD OF BROADWAY
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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