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Slowly, during those moments of painful silence that followed, my anger
and bitterness somewhat abated, and, even against my better judgment,
feelings of pity swayed my mind. It seemed to me, as I reflected upon
the past, that Dudley Ogle had been unfortunate in his early
surroundings and education; his character had received a wrong bias from
the very beginning, and the possession of wealth had increased it. And
yet, in spite of all that, there had been something pleasant and good in
him. No man is altogether hideous when truly known, and I had not yet
accurately ascertained the character of his mysterious relations with my
well-beloved. I had, during this interview, caught glimpses of the
real, true woman beneath the veil of falsehood and evasion of the truth;
I had seen a wistful look occasionally in Ella's eyes, as though she
were haunted constantly by some terrible dread.
Yea, I pitied her. Perhaps, if I waited, the time would come when her
nature would recover from the blight that had fallen upon it; when the
alien element that had grafted itself upon her true life would be
expelled by those avenging powers that vex and plague the erring soul,
not in mockery, but to save it from the death that cannot die.
The strangeness of her manner, and the tragic apprehension of her words
would, I knew, never fade from my memory; yet half inclined to believe I
had misjudged her, I at length, although feeling that the world could
never again be quite the same for me, drew her slight form towards me,
and imprinting a long, passionate kiss upon her ready lips, said,--
"I will try and think of you as a woman who has been wronged, Ella. I
will wait until you can explain, but remember that until you relate to
me truthfully the whole of the facts there can be no love between us."
"No love!" she wailed in a voice of poignant grief. "Is your love for
me so utterly dead, then, that you should say this?"
"No," I answered, caressing her, stroking her wealth of gold-brown hair
fondly as of old. "I love you still, Ella; yet, speaking candidly, I
cannot trust you further until you explain the truth."
"But you will be patient, will you not?" she urged. "Remember that I
have before me a task so difficult that it may require all my woman's
tact and cunning to accomplish it. But I will--I must succeed; failure
will mean that I lose you, my best beloved. Therefore wait, and ere
long I will convince you that I have not lied."
"Yes, I will wait," I said, kissing her once again. "Until you have
cleared yourself, however, remember that I cannot love you as I have
done."
"Very well," she answered, her tear-stained face brightening. "If such
is your decision, I am content. Before long I will explain all the
facts, and then, I feel confident, you, noblest and dearest, will love
me even better than before."
"I trust I shall," I answered with heartfelt earnestness, taking her
small hand and pressing it softly; "for I love you, Ella."
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