Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
"Ru, thou knowest she is dead."
"You never loved her or you could not say it."
Ben faced about, feeling the sun of March, seeing on the backward trail
nothing familiar, only a rising faraway smoke. That must have been
Deerfield. Nearby, the quiet world of snow was lightly patterned with
tracks of forest life; no wind at all now to disturb the shadowy trees
and undergrowth. Ben knew his brother was nearly sane, already ashamed
of the words just spoken. Jesse had halted, swaying and mumbling in his
cold nakedness, looking back. "I loved her, Reuben. Now save thy breath
for walking."
More time unmeasurable passed in the dreary plodding. Small shadows down
the trail became large, large shadows became men--angry men from
Hatfield, some of them soldiers. A blunt-faced sergeant of militia
shouted to Ben: "They still there, boy?"
"Yes," Ben wheezed--"I think so."
The sergeant paused, seeing Jesse's side. "You're bad hurt."
Someone tossed a jacket over Jesse. The sergeant offered a leather flask
and Jesse grabbed his arm, muttering uneasily: "Water?"
"Water of Jamaica."
"God magnify you!" Jesse drank. "Don't know you--'d pray for you was I
a'ready in Hell."
The sergeant jerked his head at the north. "How many?"
"Jesus, I don't know. Killed one Inj'an with my axe." Jesse said that in
startled thoughtfulness as if just remembering. "My own gun got
me--peddler sold it me for a musket, bloody grape-shot it is now,
might've killed me deader'n a son of a bitch." The sergeant ran on to
the head of the column. "A'n't left you much," Jesse apologized, and
discovered the flask still in his hand. "Why, he's gone and left me it,
in the name of God."
"Come on, Jesse--he meant to. Come on!"
"I will, Ben. But do you boys walk on ahead--it be'n't right a thing so
ugly as me should walk naked in the sun, the Lord never intended it."
Some others of the column called to them, words sounding kind, passing
over Ben like a slightly warming breeze.
A vague time later--the column was gone and Ben was trying to ignore a
stitch in the side--Jesse's voice rose and fell in a fitful rambling;
the old man sang a little, too. "If I knowed that man's name I could
pray for him. The race is not alway to him that can the swiftest
run--call that a Psa'm, they do, no music in 'em, Church of England
myself, if so be it makes any difference when a man's a sinner and lost
and bound to Hell. I know what I'll do, I'll say to the Lord Jesus, that
man who gave me a drink on the Hatfield road the first day of March,
that's what I'll say, mark it, Ben, and pity but the dear Lord'd
understand, you would think--Benjamin? Won't he? I'll say, that man who
gave me a drink on the first bloody day of March, right about there on
the Hatfield road, do you see, and will that do fair enough, Benjamin?"
"Of course, Jesse."
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