Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Reuben Cory clung to the power of a fantasy. The snow before him,
through which his feet could now drive with amazing patience and force,
was not really level but a stairway. Level it was--flat level, drearily
flat and white and cold--but his mind by quiet assertion made of it a
stairway: because a level may indicate infinity, but a stairway, any
stairway, must come to an end. Let it be a thousand miles or a thousand
years away, a stairway must come to an end, for the mind refused to
imagine one that went up forever, to no goal. Therefore each step was a
rising, something gained toward the summit where Ben stood waiting to
tell him he had done well.
By fantasy the universe might stand divided, into a region endurable and
an outer region. To the outer region one must return, soon, and Reuben
knew it.
From within the region of illusion that he knew to be illusion, Reuben
grew aware, and more comfortably, that old Jesse Plum was still rambling
on, and singing.
"Brave Benbow lost his legs, by chain-shot, by chain-shot...."
Reuben no longer resented the croaking sound as a hateful intrusion. The
old man meant no harm, and was drunk. Ben had refused to abandon him,
and Ben always knew best.
"Says Kirby unto Wade: 'We will run, we will run.'
Says Kirby unto Wade: 'We will run.
For I value no disgrace, nor the losing of my place,
But the enemy I won't face, nor his gun, nor his gun....'"
Peacefully, almost unobserved, the boundary between the two regions
dissolved. The snow was flat. For a few moments Reuben's mind was
completely engaged in an effort to understand how they had got away from
the house. The axe--came--down.... Then what? Out of this blank two
remote voices spoke with needle sharpness: "_Goodm'n Cory?_" "_They've
shot him, Jesse._" Maybe after that he had fainted. But now, to the
deepest privacy of his mind, Reuben could state: That home was not; that
he would be twelve in May; that his mother and father were dead; that he
was walking on flat snow into the outskirts of the village of Hatfield
with his brother and an old servant who was drunk and naked.
Hatfield buzzed. For a short way--questions from distracted citizens
spattered from all sides--Reuben knew that Jesse was shambling between
him and Ben, an arm on each, wobbling and protective; then under the
guidance of a pink fat man they passed into the thick warmth of the
ordinary's common room. In this hot haze and clatter of voices, Reuben's
senses clouded, not in retreat but bodily exhaustion. A birdy, ancient
woman hovered about them with noises of concern. Beside her face, Ben's
appeared, and Reuben searched the strangeness of it in a fluctuating
dark and brightness. They must be sitting near a fireplace, he reasoned,
and Ben's arm was preventing him from toppling over. Ben was speaking,
too. "What?"
"I said, rest thee a while, Ru."
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