Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Reuben Cory watched his tall brother lift a candle in its pewter sconce
and trim a blob of wax with his thumbnail. Ben's hand, firm below the
flame and golden, brought Reuben the amazement of a miracle, a thing
never seen before. A familiar knife-scar on the forefinger--even that
was new, though Reuben recalled quite well how Ben had got it ignobly a
year ago by losing his patience when Jesse Plum was showing him how to
whittle a maple stick. A text from the prescribed Scriptural reading
sounded in Reuben's mind, as happened so often when he was startled,
delighted or disturbed: _I will praise thee, for I am fearfully and
wonderfully made_. But it seemed to the boy that something here was
false. The thought might be dutiful and correct, yet was he actually
praising the Lord for having made Ben beautiful? Why, hardly. Rather he
knew, as with Puritan skill and insistence he searched his heart, that
he was more of a mind to praise Ben for being himself--which was heresy,
and of course absurd. Uncle John's letter must be to blame.
The marvel of Ben's hand moved out of the concentrated light. Reuben
rose, aware that Ben wished him to come along without a fuss. The
letter, lying open as his father had left it on the table, pulled at
him. His mother would not be pleased to have him study it. In spite of
that, in spite of his own uneasiness, his eyes probed swiftly at it, and
hungrily. Mr. Kenny had used a brownish ink; light slanting from a new
angle as Ben moved the candle transfigured the writing to iridescent
gold: _It is a sorrie thing that a Man should refrayne from speaking his
Minde.... He hath his Light, so let mee live by mine owne._ Reuben's
eyes snatched a few lines further on, words his father had not read
aloud: _Nor no man, by threat of Damnation nor Promiss of Paradise,
shall ever betray me into the Folly of hating my Naybor, whether in the
name of Princes who are but Men or in the name of a God I knowe not._
Reuben turned away clumsily, shocked and confused. It was clear why his
father had read no more aloud. His mother might have offered no comment
at all; but.... Ben was regarding him kindly, perhaps puzzled, across
the hot flower of the candle. "Come on, Ru----" and Ben's voice cracked
woefully, baritone to treble and back to a rumble.
Looking then at none of them, Reuben could feel certain lines of force:
their mother's tender amusement at the cracking of Ben's voice, and
Ben's helpless annoyance at that amusement, and from the other seat by
the fireplace a quiet contemplation neither amused nor much concerned
with judgment. And here at the center of the lines of force, here within
himself, a wonder much like a pain just below the ribs, that anyone so
admired and respected as Uncle John could be such a tremendous heretic.
_A God I know not?_--that shook the ground. And Reuben was certain that,
for the present at least, he could not speak to his father about that
fretful thing under the ribs.
Nor even to Ben.
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