I had been walking I should think about an hour, when the mist broke
away from around me, and the sun, in the midst of clouds of dull orange
and gold, shone out upon the wet hill. It was like a promise of safety,
and woke in me courage to climb the steep and crumbling slope which now
lay before me. But the fear returned. People had died in the mountains
of hunger, and I began to make up my mind to meet the worst. I had not
learned that the approach of any fate is just the preparation for that
fate. I troubled myself with the care of that which was not impending
over me. I tried to contemplate the death-struggle with equanimity, but
could not. Had I been wearier and fainter, it would have appeared less
dreadful. Then, in the horror of the slow death of hunger, strange as
it may appear, that which had been the special horror of my childish
dreams returned upon me changed into a thought of comfort: I could, ere
my strength failed me utterly, seek the verge of a precipice, lie down
there, and when the suffering grew strong enough to give me courage,
roll myself over the edge, and cut short the agony.
At length I gained the brow of the height, and at last the ground sank
beyond. There was no precipice to terrify, only a somewhat steep
descent into a valley large and wide. But what a vision arose on the
opposite side of that valley!--an upright wilderness of rocks, slopes,
precipices, snow, glaciers, avalanches! Weary and faint as I was, I was
filled with a glorious awe, the terror of which was the opposite of
fear, for it lifted instead of debasing the soul. Not a pine-tree
softened the haggard waste; not a single stray sheep of the wind’s
flock drew one trail of its thin-drawn wool behind it; all was hard and
bare. The glaciers lay like the skins of cruel beasts, with the green
veins yet visible, nailed to the rocks to harden in the sun; and the
little streams which ran down from their claws looked like the
knife-blades they are, keen and hard and shining, sawing away at the
bones of the old mountain. But although the mountain looked so silent,
there came from it every now and then a thunderous sound. At first I
could not think what it was, but gazing at its surface more steadily,
upon the face of a slope I caught sight of what seemed a larger stream
than any of the rest; but it soon ceased to flow, and after came the
thunder of its fall: it _was_ a stream, but a solid one--an avalanche.
Away up in the air the huge snow-summit glittered in the light of the
Afternoon sun. I was gazing on the Maiden in one of her most savage
moods--or to speak prose--I was regarding one of the wildest aspects of
the many-sided Jungfrau.
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