Humorous stories; London (England) -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The look of pained anxiety which had quite left her face now came
back again. “What medicine do I mean?” she repeated. “There was
something--always--before luncheon. Please don’t ask me any
questions. It’s no good. I can’t remember, and it makes me so
wretched.” She seemed to be on the verge of tears. I asked her no
more questions, and I felt like a perfect pig for having asked her
that one, but I had the usual fool-consolation that I had acted for
the best. I could not find out that there was anything wrong with
her mind. Distinctly she had a humorous side. She could see all
that was quaint in Mrs. Mason, and asked numberless questions about
her. She was not in the least surprised when I told her that I was
an engineer.
“Almost everybody’s something nowadays,” she remarked, and I was
quite certain that it was not her own remark; it was an echo which
her subconscious mind had caught up from the time before she lost her
memory and had now reproduced at the call of a fitting occasion. But
of whatever subject we spoke she always came back to the same thing.
It was always, “I am safe now. I’m quite safe. I needn’t bother any
more. It will come right. Oh, you are good to me!”
I made her drink one glass of port at luncheon, and I made her sleep
afterwards. At first she hesitated, but I told her that I was not
going out--that I should be in the next room all the time. Then she
consented. This was a crucial test with me. I went into her room
twice, and found her fast asleep. It would not have surprised me if,
when she woke again, she had entirely failed to remember me or the
circumstances which had led to her making my acquaintance. On the
contrary, she remembered me perfectly. The only curious thing that
struck me at tea-time was that she called me Rose at times. “Thanks
awfully, Rose,” she would say when I passed her anything.
It was on the tip of my tongue to ask why she called me Rose, but the
other question which I had put to her had been disastrous, and I
refrained. After tea she put her head in her hands and said she was
going to think hard and it would all come back. She made me renew a
promise that I would not go to the police. I think she struggled in
this way for about an hour, and then she flung herself back in her
chair and burst into tears. I consoled her as well as I could, and
by dinner-time she was quite herself again; there was even a touch of
colour in her face. She talked well; I think even it would have been
said that she talked brilliantly. There was nothing apparently wrong
with her but her lapse of memory.
After dinner I said to her, “I have sent for my doctor. He’s quite a
nice old man, and you won’t mind him a bit. I have not told him that
you have lost your memory, and I shall not tell him so. Perhaps he
will be able to give you something that is good for you.”
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