It was more himself than his vague remarks that made William flare and
see red—his six feet of conceited boyhood propped sprawlingly against
the wall. As he listened he was gripped with a sudden hatred of
Jay-Blenkinsop, a hatred that had its roots in envy of his physical
perfections; it was for lack of that broad deep chest and those long
strong limbs that the recruiting officer would have none of him ... and
a muscular boy, a potential soldier, lolled hands in pockets and cracked
ignorant jests at men who knew better than he did, at the agony of such
as himself. As the young man drawled onward William breathed fast and
thickly and clutched at the chair in front of him: till Jay-Blenkinsop,
having sufficiently scarified the official representatives of Labour,
went on to some smartly turned gibes at the recruiting campaign and the
gulls who were caught by its appeals. One of his sarcasms brought him
the ready laugh he had counted on—and something on which he had not
counted; at the tail of the laugh came, imperative and raucous, the
order, "Sit down, you young fool!"
Every head in the room went round with indignation to William—whom most
of the gathering, Faraday included, now noticed for the first time. He
was on his feet, stiffened and pallid with passion; but after the cry
that had cut short Jay-Blenkinsop he stood silent, with his lips apart
and his hands clutching at a chair-back. His fingers knotted and worked
as they clutched and his mouth was twisted and quivering; he stood like
an animal backed into a corner, defying the astounded eyes and the open
incredulous mouths of those who had once been his comrades ... Most
incredulous of all was the mouth of Mrs. Jay-Blenkinsop, who gaped in
amazement at the unprovoked attack on her son.
"May I ask——?" began Edgar Jay-Blenkinsop, less slowly and languidly
than usual—whereat William, hearing the silence broken, also found words
to his tongue.
"You may ask," he interrupted, "oh yes, you may ask! Anything you like.
But for God’s sake don’t lay down the law and make ignorant
assertions—for God’s sake don’t do that. You mustn’t lay down the law
until you know something, until you’ve really tried to find out. Then,
perhaps, you’ll have a right to speak; now when I hear you, I—I——" From
sheer sense of the inadequacy of words his voice tailed huskily away;
then, with an odd little snarl at his auditors, he burst out savagely
afresh: "You child, you great impudent jackanapes! You stand there and
dare to make jokes about the hell that other men have burned in. The
flames and the blood and the guns and people dying in the road. You
talk blank foolery and laugh about it—you laugh and turn up your nose.
You think you’re clever—and enlightened—and it sickens me, sickens me to
hear you!"
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