He finished on a note that was almost a scream, and they looked at him
aghast and dumfoundered. It was his face that held them even more than
his disconcerting words—all but Edgar Jay-Blenkinsop, who, pricked in
his vanity, would have accepted the challenge and started again had not
Faraday silenced him with a turn of the head and a gesture. Still more
pricked in his vanity he slid to a chair, muttering sulkily and red to
the neck.
"Tully——" began Faraday with reproof in his voice—but Tully defied even
his mentor. Not savagely and with contempt, as he had defied and
decried Jay-Blenkinsop, but as one who had a right to be heard.
"He mustn’t talk like that till he knows something. It’s child’s
talk—ridiculous babble. I know what I’m saying—I’ve come from it—and
I’ve a right to tell him what I know. Not one of you here has seen what
I have—you’re just guessing. When a shell bursts ... I’ve seen a man
with his legs like red jelly and a horse..." he choked at the memory.
"That’s being a soldier—let him fight and he’ll find it out. Now he
thinks it’s what he said just now—a sort of game that they like.
Everything he said was mean little nonsense—how dare you listen to it
and laugh at his silly little jokes? What’s the good of saying that it
shouldn’t happen? Of course it shouldn’t happen—we all know that—of
course it shouldn’t happen, but it does. And you can’t stop it with
sneers about soldiers and Kitchener.... It’s hell and the mouth of
hell—I’ve seen it. He says he wouldn’t lift a finger to keep them out.
Do you know why he says that? It’s because he can’t imagine what it
means. I would. I’d die to keep them out, because I’ve seen ... I’ve
seen a man shot—not a soldier, just an ordinary man—put against a wall
and shot while his wife howled like a dog. Two men—and their wives
standing by. They might do that to him if they came—has he ever thought
of that?—while his mother howled like a dog." He shot out a quivering
finger at the open-mouthed Mrs. Jay-Blenkinsop. "And his women—would he
let them do as they liked with his women? They would if they came
here—he can take my word for it they would. Would he ask them in
politely and shake hands and give them drinks and let them? ... If they
came, people would run from them, leaving everything they had—beggars.
Would he like to be driven and beaten and made to work like a slave?
I’ve had that—I’ve been driven and beaten and made to work. And I’ve
run from them and starved and hidden because I was afraid. And my wife
died—they killed her——"
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