He filed, he copied, he ate his rations—and from the beaten track of his
everyday life, the war seemed very far away. Sometimes in his
off-hours, afternoon or evening, he would tramp up the hills that held
the little town as in a cup to a point where, looking eastward, he could
see the sudden flashes of the guns. The bright, fierce flashes in the
evening sky were war, real war made visible and wickedly beautiful; such
war as he had seen in the Ardennes village, and such as he had dreamed
of fighting when he first donned his khaki tunic. And instead a chair
and a typewriter in the Rue Ernest Dupont, the papers to be filed that a
girl might have filed, the round of safe and disciplined monotony. That
was war as he knew it: an office with flashes in the distance.
For a few days after his arrival in France his new surroundings
interested him—the cobbled roads, the build of the houses, the sound of
French in the streets; but once their strangeness had worn off he
accepted and ceased to notice them. He was not sufficiently educated,
sufficiently imaginative or observant, to take at anything beyond their
face-value the various and incongruous types of humanity with which he
was brought into contact. The strange life of Northern France affected
him only where it touched him personally, and to him the sight of a
turbaned brown trooper bargaining in the market-place with a
swift-spoken, bare-headed Frenchwoman was an oddity and nothing more;
just as the flamboyant façade of the great church of St. Nicholas was an
oddity, a building unlike, in its mass and its detail of statuary, to
the churches he knew of in London. He came across many such
oddities—and having no meaning for him, they made but a passing
impression. After a week or two he no longer turned his head at the
sight of a gang of Annamite labourers or the passing of a detachment of
heavy-booted German prisoners marched campwards at the end of their day;
these things, like the ambulances crawling in a convoy from the station,
like the shuttered French houses built squarely round courtyards, became
part of the background of his daily life and he ceased to wonder or
reflect on them. Perhaps his contact with alien races, with strange
buildings and habits once unknown, may have increased his vague sense of
the impossibility of fitting all men to one pattern, and of solving the
problems of human misgovernment and government by means of the simple
and sweeping expedients he had once been so glib in upholding; but on
the whole it left him unaffected because little interested. His course
of Free Library reading had placed him in possession of certain
scattered facts concerning France, facts dealing chiefly with the First
Napoleon and the German War of 1870; but for all the hot interest they
had stirred in him once, they gave him small insight into the forces
that had gone to the making of the country in which his life was spent
wearily.
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