He was nearing the end of the street when he found her at last; in the
upper back room of a little white house some yards beyond the building
in flames, and not far from the spot where they had seen the hostages
die. She was alone and did not move when he flung the door open;
crouched in a corner with her head on her knees, she neither saw nor
heard him. For an instant it seemed to him that his strength would fail
him for gladness, and he staggered and held to the door; as the
giddiness passed he ran to her, babbling inaudible relief, and pulled
the hands from her face. He had an instant’s glimpse of it, white and
tear-marked, with swollen lips and red eyes; then, as his arms went
round her and he had her up from the floor, it went down on his shoulder
and was hidden. He felt her clinging to him, trembling against him,
sobbing against him while he held her—and all his soul was a passion of
endearment and thankfulness.... So for a minute or two—perhaps
longer—they clung to each other, reunited: until William, his sense of
their peril returning, sought to urge his wife to the door.
She came with him for a step or two, her head still on his shoulder;
then, suddenly, she shivered and wrestled in his arms, thrust him from
her, rushed back to the end of the room and leaned against it, shaking
with misery. Her arm was raised over her hidden face and pressed
against the wall; and he saw what he had not seen before, that the
sleeve was torn and the flesh near the wrist bruised and reddened. He
saw also—his eyes being opened—that it was not only her hair that was
tumbled; all her dress was disordered and awry. There was another tear
under the armpit where the sleeve had given way and the white of her
underlinen showed through the gap.... His heart cried out to him that
she had struggled merely as a captive, had been restrained by brute
force from escaping—but his own eyes had seen that she turned from him
as if there was a barrier between them, as if there was something to
hide that yet she wished him to know.... For a moment he fought with the
certainty, and then it came down on him like a storm: for once in his
life his imagination was vivid, and he saw with the eyes of his mind as
clearly as with the eyes of his body. All the details, the animal
details, her cries and her pitiful wrestlings; and the phrase
"licentious soldiery" personified in the face of the man who had been
Griselda’s gaoler. Round and roughly good-humoured in repose with black
eyebrows and a blue-black chin.... He caught her by the hands and said
something to her—jerked out words that stammered and questioned—and she
sobbed and turned her face from him again.... After that he could not
remember what he felt or how long he stood in the middle of the room,
oblivious of danger and staring at her heaving shoulders and the tumbled
hair that covered them; but it seemed to him that he talked and moved
his hands and hated—and did not know what to do.
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