The terror of yesterday came down on her when she heard his whispered
news. A moment before she had seemed incapable of movement, lain
crumpled on her side and repulsed, with a feverish pettishness, his
efforts to stir and raise her; now she clung to him and struggled to her
feet, even pain forgotten in the passion for instant flight. So,
holding together, they fled again: fled crawling, they knew not whither.
Two instincts guided them and directed their stumbling footsteps: the
instinct to leave far behind them the threat of the guns and the
instinct to keep out of sight. Thus they held to the woods above the
valley of silence, avoiding all paths that led out into the open; their
direction, roughly, was southward—though they did not know it—and they
dragged a mile, or even less, where a man in health might make five.
When they had gone some few hundred yards they struck the trickle of a
hill-side rivulet on its way to join the stream in the valley. At the
sound of its babble Griselda cried out and tried to hasten, and, when
they came to it, slipped down till she could thrust her face into the
water and drink like the sun-parched Israelites who marched with Gideon.
They drank, they dabbled in it, bathed hands and feet, and Griselda
washed her broken side—touching it gingerly and not daring to pull away
the linen that the blood had caked to the flesh. After that William
helped her to her feet and they dragged on further.
If they found water in abundance, they found but little to eat; and
though Griselda made no complaint of hunger, as the hours went by it
gnawed at her husband’s vitals. At first their path lay chiefly through
beechwoods bare of undergrowth, and they had been an hour or two on
their way before they came to blackberry bushes. Upon these William
fell, tearing his hands on the thorns by his eager stripping of the
bushes; Griselda would hardly touch them, but he shovelled them into his
mouth and ate long and voraciously. He had toiled much the day before
and eaten little—a scanty breakfast and the scraps of bread and meat
allotted by his captors at midday—and, shovel as he might, the berries
were a poor substitute for the meal he craved and dreamed of. That was
a meal which floated before the eye of his mind as phantom ham and eggs,
phantom cuts from the joint, thick slabs of well-buttered bread;
something solid that a man could set his teeth in and gnaw till his
stomach was satisfied. He was ashamed of the way in which food and the
longing for food possessed him—so that there were moments when the
phantom joint was more present to his mind than Griselda or the fear of
death itself.
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