To the phase of violent and savage hunger succeeded, with hours, a giddy
dreaminess, the result of growing exhaustion. As the day wore on and
exhaustion increased, his mind, like his body, refused to work
connectedly; his feet often stumbled and he was incapable of consecutive
thought. Once he found himself sitting with Griselda under a
beech-tree, holding her fingers and considering how they had come there
and why they had got to go on; and wandering off into vague recollection
of the story of a knightly lover who had carried his mistress long miles
through a forest in his arms. The details of the story escaped his
memory and he sought for them with pettish insistence; with perhaps at
the back of his mind some idea, born of brain-fag, that, did he but
remember them, he could do the same service for Griselda.
He had soon lost all sense of direction; but the instinct to hide never
left him, and once or twice, when the wood seemed to be opening out, he
drew his wife back to the solitude under the trees. With the passing of
the hours their rests by the way grew longer; Griselda was able to keep
her feet for a few minutes only before she muttered or signed a request
for another halt. Whereat William would lower her to the ground where
she propped herself against a tree-trunk or lay huddled and silent with
closed eyes.
At one such halt he fell suddenly and helplessly asleep; perhaps
Griselda did the same, for though the sun was high when he sat him down
the woods were heavy with blue dusk when she roused him by a tugging at
his sleeve. She was craving again for water; her lips were cracked for
the want of it. They rose and went blindly in search—halting every few
minutes as much to strain their ears for the longed-for ripple as to
give Griselda strength. More than once she was at failing point; so much
so that he suggested she should lie down while he hunted further for a
stream. She refused, trembling at the idea of being left
alone—unreasonably, but perhaps wisely, since William, astray in the
darkening woods, might well have had difficulty in finding his way to
her again.
The dusk was more than dusk before they found what they sought; it was
actual darkness of night descending to cover the earth. They had halted
perforce more than once when Griselda could go no further; but always
her thirst burned her, and she rose and struggled forward again. She
was past speaking when they came on a clearing, and then on a stream
that ran through it, of which they were only aware when they trod into
the marshy ground at its brim. She drank heavily, lay inert and seemed
to sleep.
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