She told him, as briefly as might be, what Heinz had told him—of a world
in upheaval and nations at grips with each other; the same story if not
from the same point of view. She added that he was now on French soil
(which he had not guessed) some miles from the Belgian frontier, and
that it would be possible, she hoped, to make the journey onward by
rail. The French were falling back and the district had been warned of
the likelihood of enemy occupation; she supposed that the needs of the
army had absorbed the local rolling-stock, for there had been no
passenger train on their small branch line that day. The authorities,
however, had promised one to Paris in the morning and she, herself, was
waiting in the hope of obtaining a seat. She hesitated and broke off at
the sound of shuffling feet in the passage outside—slow feet and
uncertain, as of men who carried a burden. William heard the sound
likewise and, guessing its meaning, would have risen and gone to the
door; but she kept him to his seat with a hand on his shoulder and he
obeyed the touch because, at the moment, it was easier to obey than to
resist. He sat and trembled, twisting his fingers, while the shuffling
died away into momentary silence, followed by trampling and the closing
of a door as the burden-bearers went out.... Then silence again, a much
longer silence, till the stout priest entered the room, moving quietly,
as men are accustomed to move in the neighbourhood of those whom no
sound can arouse or disturb. He spoke softly at some length to the
Englishwoman, who, having listened and nodded, turned to William and
told him that if he would like to go to her——
He followed the priest down the passage to a room at the back of the
house; wherein, on a table, and covered by a sheet, they had laid the
body of his wife. There were long candles burning around the table and
on either side of her a little metal vase filled with roses. The priest
stood aside in the doorway for William to enter, bowed his head in a
prayer and went out; when he had gone William crept to the table, turned
the sheet from her face and looked down—on Griselda dowered with a grave
dignity that had never been hers while she lived.... Some one had
washed away the stains of the road and arranged the disordered rags that
had once been a dress; the hair was smoothed out of its three-day tangle
and her poor hands crossed on her breast.
He stayed with her till dusk had thickened into darkness, sometimes
standing at her side to look down on her face, sometimes bowed to his
knees by the burden of the years without her. When the priest came back
to rouse him he was crouched in the attitude of prayer; but his prayer
(if such it might be called) was only the eternal petition of the
bereaved, "Would God that I had died instead!"
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