When he turned his head at last the crowd that he hated had scattered;
perhaps the priest and the Englishwoman had persuaded it away, for they
were the only two near him. The Englishwoman, with her hands thrust
deep into the pockets of her tweed coat, was standing at his shoulder,
waiting till he was ready to listen.
"Will you come with me?" she asked. "It will be better." Her tone,
though very gentle, was authoritative and brought him instinctively to
his feet; but once there he hesitated to follow her and stammered that
he could not leave——
"It will only be for a moment. The priest—he will see—he will bring
her."
She put a hand on his arm and led him unresisting down the street—a
hundred yards or so, past the church and into a house standing back from
the road in a garden. He knew afterwards that it was the village
presbytery and that the little woman who moved aside from the garden
gate to let them pass in was the priest’s elderly housekeeper. His
companion spoke to her in French, no doubt to explain their arrival; and
the old woman trotted ahead to the house, opened a door to the right and
ushered them into a sitting-room that smelt of unopened window. It was
a ceremonious as well as a stuffy little room; there were good books
lying on a table in the centre and stiff chairs ranged against the
walls. Having offered them a couple of the stiff-backed chairs the
housekeeper withdrew to her vigil at the garden gate; William sat where
she had placed him, but the Englishwoman walked to the window.
"I wish I could help you," she said with her back towards him. "I know
nothing seems any good at such a time, but if there is anything you
want——"
She was giving him more than she knew by her presence, by speaking in
their common tongue; the sound of the familiar, comprehensible English
was as the breaking of an iron barrier between him and the rest of
mankind. She was talking to him—talking, not mouthing and making
strange noises. He was back in the world where you spoke and your
fellows understood you, where you were human—intelligent,
intelligible—not an animal guided by nod and beck or driven to labour by
blows. Comprehensible speech meant not only sympathy, but the
long-denied power of complaint—and the pent and swollen misery of his
last few days was relieved by a torrent of words. She stood and
listened while he sobbed and talked incoherently. There was small plan
or sequence about his tale—he went backwards and forwards in it, started
afresh and left gaps; but she realized that he was telling it not for
her benefit, but for his own relief, let him pour himself out and
refrained from interruption even when his talk was most entangled. She
took it as a good sign when at last he paused and looked up to ask of
her what it all meant, what had happened, and where he was now?
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