In the midst of a
quotation from Faraday on the general strike as a certain preventive of
war, he broke off suddenly to appeal to her with: "Every one thought he
was right. He seemed so sure. I didn’t see how he could be wrong!"
She noticed that, wherever their talk might stray, he came back, time
and again, to his central fact—that the blankly impossible had happened
and the jest was a brutal truth. That, in the beginning, was all his
mind had laid hold of; now, the first stage of amazement over, he was
groping instinctively, and perhaps unconsciously, after rights and
wrongs of quarrel, and striving to understand how the impossible had
come into existence. Edith Haynes had not passed her life in the
atmosphere of Internationalism, and would have been more than human had
she been an impartial guide to him where the causes of war were
concerned—just as he would have been more than human had he been capable
of impartial guidance. What he lacked in patriotism he made up in
personal suffering; he hated the German because he had been robbed of
his wife, and it added but little to the fire of his hatred to learn of
faith broken with Belgium. If he listened intently when she told of it,
if he pored over newspaper paragraphs dealing with German cruelty to the
conquered, it was because they fitted with his mood and justified the
loathing in his soul.
It was his persistent poring over English newspapers that brought him in
the end the salvation of a definite purpose. An article in _The Daily
Chronicle_—some days old—described the beginning of the recruiting
campaign for the raising of Kitchener’s Army; he read it as he read
everything else that explained or described the war. At first the
article was nothing but news to him, a mere statement of facts; but as
he read further a meaning flamed into the news. Bereft as he was of
guidance, his mind swinging rudderless in chaos, he was waiting
unconsciously for the man or the impulse that could seize on his
helpless emotion and give purpose and direction to his life; thus the
journalist’s vigorous appeal to the nation’s patriotism was driven home
by the force of his own experience and became an appeal to himself. The
writer had illustrated his argument in the obvious manner, by reference
to the condition of invaded Belgium and the suffering of her people
under the hand and heel of the enemy; he wrote of women outraged, of
hostages killed, of cities laid waste, and of houses fired with
intention. He was spurred by indignation, by pity and a natural
patriotism, and had laid on his colours—to all but William—with a vivid
and forcible pen. To William, as he read, the result seemed lame and
pitiful, an inadequate babbling of the living horrors that had burned
themselves into his soul; but for all its weakness—perhaps because of
it—the article gave him the impulse for which he had been waiting in
torment. It may have been his very sense of the inadequacy with which
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