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“It is the curse of the time, dear master,” said the boy’s father,
with wan eyes. “This terrible electrical machinery of the age which
grandiloquently we call Science, has ground our wits to a point so fine
that they pierce through the brave old faiths that once made us happy.
This William Jordan of whom you speak spent twenty years in his little
room seeking to establish Reason on its only possible basis. He planned
his ethic in I know not how many tomes. Each was to be a masterpiece of
courage, truth, and vitality; each was to be wrought of the life-blood
and fine flower of his manhood. He began his labour a powerful and
imperious young man; he passed the all-too-rapid years in his profound
speculations; and then he found himself inept and white-haired.”
“So then, after all, Isocrates, your ethic is embodied?” said the aged
man with the eager devoutness of the disciple.
The joy in the face of the old man was that of one who has long dreamed
of a treasure which at last is to be revealed to his gaze. His eyes
were about to feast on its peerless splendour, yet of a sudden his
hopes seemed to render him afraid. There might not be a sufficient heat
left in his veins to yield those intolerable pangs of rapture which
fuse with ecstasy the worship of the devotee.
“Let me see it,” he said. “The desires of my youth are returning upon
me. I must look upon it; I must press it to my bosom. I yearn to see
how my own strength in the heyday of its promise, in the passion of
its development, yet condemned to walk in chains, has yet been able to
vindicate the nobility of its inheritance. Show me your Ethic, beloved
Isocrates. I yearn to feast my eyes upon this latest blow for freedom
with the same intensity with which I fingered the yellow pages in which
I first found wisdom hiding her maiden chastity.”
The boy’s father met this entreaty with a gesture that seemed to pierce
the old man like a sword.
“Where is it?” he cried. “You will not deny one who is old the last of
his hopes!”
The boy’s father had the mien of a corpse.
“It is unwritten, master,” he said, in a voice that seemed to be no
louder than the croak of a frog. “When after twenty years of devout
preparation I took up the pen, I found that Nature had denied the
strength to my right hand.”
The old man recoiled from the gaze of the boy’s father with a cry of
dismay.
“I should have known it,” he said; and then, with strange humility,
“let us not reproach her, Isocrates; she, too, must obey the decree.”
“By which human sacrifice is offered on her altars,” said the boy’s
father, with a gaunt gaze. “What new abortion shall she fashion with
our blood and tears?”
“The issue of our loins,” said the aged man, with a kind of gentle
passion.
“In order that our humiliation may re-enact itself,” said the boy’s
father; “in order, dear master, that we may mock ourselves again.”
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