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“I--I f-foresee the hour when you will have to deny me,” said the young
man, in his difficult speech.
“You must get out of this habit of being low-spirited,” said James
Dodson, to whom this speech was incoherent. “It might help to give you
away. And I can’t impress it upon you too strongly that if Octavius
should ever come at the truth--kind-hearted old duffer as he is--he
will be only too ready to do what he calls his duty. As for me, I say
right here, that whatever you did, Luney, having known you so long, and
having come to know you so well, James Dodson could never look upon
you as a wrong ’un. I’ll tell you, my son, in what light I have come
to regard you, although it has taken me years to come at the truth.
You are one of those fine mathematical instruments which can register
things that ordinary instruments know nothing about. You are no earthly
use for straight-forward, common, practical, two-and-two-makes-four
sort of life, but it has begun to dawn on me lately, that you must
have a wonderful mind for some things. It is only lately that I
have begun to notice it. But now and then you seem to come out with
something that is--well, that is downright marvellous for a chap like
you. In odd out-of-the-way subjects, that are not a ha’porth of use to
anybody, you have a knack of saying things that chaps like John Dobbs
and Joe Cox can’t even understand. My own private opinion is that you
_can’t_ be such a fool as you seem. I believe, Luney, that you ought
to be kept under a glass case in a box lined with felt, because the
slightest thing, even a change in the weather, is enough to throw you
off your balance.”
Having thus delivered himself, and at an unexampled length, Mr. Dodson
left his distracted friend to continue in that phase of remorse whose
effect upon him was so dire.
Throughout the long hours of the afternoon the need for immediate
action never left his mind. Already he had let the golden moment pass;
every hour that followed would increase the likelihood that he would
fail to derive the courage for his task. Even his brave, but misguided,
friend, whose counsels were so subtle and so specious, had come to seem
in his power to put a gloss on the cruellest of temptations, to be
neither more nor less than the embodiment of evil.
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