Booksellers and bookselling -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
After the meal he followed in the steps of the master wherever he went,
until the hour came to re-enter the school-room to renew the tasks of
the day. Many were the fierce and scornful eyes that were directed upon
him as again he took his seat at the master’s table; yet of these he
was not conscious, for he had no knowledge of what was happening about
him.
About the hour the shadows of the dismal November afternoon grew so
oppressive that it became necessary to light the gas, he saw the form
of his father in the door. He gave a little convulsed cry, threw
his arms round his father’s neck, and buried his face in his coat.
His father and the aged master looked at one another without saying
anything.
The boy and his father journeyed home on the top of an omnibus. On
another occasion such a proceeding would have filled him with a high
sense of adventure, but now all the life seemed to have passed out of
him. The horses and carts, their drivers, the shouting newsboys, the
seething crowds on the pavements, the flaring lights of the shops had
nothing to communicate. Yet, when he found himself again in the little
room, which he had left only a few brief hours, the sudden joy in
recovering that which he had felt to be lost for ever amounted almost
to delirium. It soon passed. It was followed by deep dejection, and a
sense of strange despair.
The hours of the long evening went very slowly. The ticking of the
clock had never seemed so loud and so deliberate. A feeling of
lassitude at last began to creep upon him, so that he leant his arms
on the table, and pressed his closed eyes upon them. Yet he was not
in the least weary, and felt no desire for sleep. His father asked no
questions in regard to the doings of the day.
At eight o’clock his father put up the shutters of the shop. It was his
habit to sit all day amid the books waiting for customers who seldom
came. That day not one had crossed the threshold.
When the hour arrived at which it was usual for the boy to go to bed,
he lighted his candle in a dull and mechanical way.
“I suppose, my father,” he said, “heroes do not crave for death?”
“Yes, Achilles,” said his father, “death is a guerdon they do not seek.”
His father accompanied him up the stairs as was his invariable custom
during the winter evenings, for he had not the courage to enter a dark
room alone. When the boy had sought sanctuary in his cold bed, his
father left him with the light burning at its fullest.
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