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“I have no counsel to give you, Jimmy,” he said. “I can only leave you
to go out alone into the wilderness.”
Jimmy Dodson looked at his friend with wonder and bewilderment, taking
a firmer hold upon him.
“Luney,” he said, “I can’t think what has happened to you. But somehow,
as I say, you are not the same. Your looks are so different--you
have no idea how wide and bright your eyes are. And your speech is
different--it is so much clearer and stronger, and you don’t seem to
stammer at all. But you were always beyond me, old boy, and now you
seem to have got farther and farther away.”
“Yet never was I so near to you, Jimmy, as I am this day,” said William
Jordan. “You are no longer a street-person, nor an Olympian, nor one
of other race and texture. You are just yourself, your own baffled,
bewildered, arrested self--my own half-developed younger brother who
one day may come to flower.”
“I don’t understand you, Luney,” said his mentor; “you have altered so
much that I don’t understand you at all. And yet, when I hear your
voice and I look at your eyes, you make me feel somehow----”
XXXIX
When William Jordan returned again to the little room his father
greeted him in silence. The aged man whose hair was now snow-white,
whose eyes were dim, whose limbs were enfeebled, looked upon the
returned wayfarer without speech and without question.
“I observe, my father,” said the young man, peering into the failing
eyes, “that you were of good faith.”
“I had your assurance, Achilles, that you would return,” said the aged
man.
“You have no curiosity, my father,” said the young man. “You do not ask
whether my journeyings, like those of Odysseus of old, were fraught
with hazard and great vicissitude.”
“With that measure of sight that still remains to me, beloved one,”
said his father, “I observe that to be the case.”
The young man smiled with a kind of submission.
“I am entered upon the third phase,” he said, “the third and the
last. The time is brief. I hear already the first faint lappings
of the waters of oblivion in my ears. But I have acquired a store
of knowledge. I went out in anguish and bewilderment; I return in
self-security. If only the strength be given to my right hand in these
last days I shall commence author.”
“Will you write in the book, beloved one?” said the old man, whose
enfeebled frame had now scarce the power to lift the great volume from
the shelf.
The young man looked the pages through with a patient scrutiny.
“There are many blank pages,” he said. “There are many to be filled.”
“Their number is infinite,” said the old man. “As long as our dynasty
continues there will always be a page to be filled.”
“Yet he who fails to write therein,” said the young man, “places a term
to the dynasty, does he not, my father?”
“Verily, beloved,” said his father, “it is written so.”
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