Booksellers and bookselling -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
The boy was unfailing in his attendance at the school. Every morning
at the same hour he went forth in his father’s care; at the same
hour every evening he returned in the same vigilant custody. Days
grew into weeks, weeks grew into months, months into years, but the
intimacy of time, and increase in stature and understanding opened up
no intercourse with the other boys in the school. He still remained
one apart at the master’s table. The contemptuous disfavour with which
he was viewed upon his first entrance into their midst grew into a
tradition which all respected, so that even those who came after him,
who were his inferiors in years and stature and knowledge of books,
were only too eager to accept the verdict which had been passed upon
him. By this pious conformity they gained the freedom of their own
republic.
As the boy grew older his reading in the ancient authors became more
prolonged, more profound, and more various. The longer he spent at his
books, the more authors with whom he entered into an acquaintance, the
more was his curiosity inspired. The questions he put to his father in
the little room increased greatly in number and magnitude. Some were
so delicate that his father, although familiar with many authors in
many tongues, was fain to hesitate in his replies; yet, whenever he
was able, he would give an answer that was tempered, not to his own
experience, but to that of his questioner.
One evening, when the boy had been nearly two years at the school, he
asked his father, who observed that his eyes were much swollen with
tears recently shed, “When pain hurts us bitterly, my father, must we
still continue to praise the Most High?”
“Pain is a monitor whose zeal is sometimes a little excessive, beloved
one,” said his father.
“Is it our own incontinence, my father, that makes our fear so great?
There seems to be two opinions among these authors.”
“When nature is affronted,” said his father, “she utters protests that
all must heed. The wise do not shun her indignation, neither do they
court it; but, when they come to suffer it, they seek first for the
cause, and then for that which may remove it.”
“And having found the cause, my father, and also that which may remove
it, must they ever shrink from the task?”
“Never, Achilles,” said his father.
The boy rose from his chair at the table. His face was like death.
“Do you mind kneeling with me here, my father?” he said. “I seem to do
better when you are at my side.”
The boy and his father knelt together in the little room.
All that long night the boy never closed his eyes. He lay on his
pillow looking at the brightness of the stars. After a while he tossed
restlessly from side to side. His lips were parched; his cheeks burned;
his mind had an intolerable vivacity.
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