"God bless you, my bonny lass!" and kissed me on the forehead.
Then locking the door again, he said:
"Ye'll mind, it's this iron box, that's next the picture. That's all,
lassie."
And thus dismissed, I took my departure.
In this retreat, time was stealing on with silent steps. Christmas was
past. Mr. Marston had returned; he lived, at this season, more at our
side of the lake, and the house was more cheerful.
Can I describe Mr. Marston with fidelity? Can I rely even upon my own
recollection of him? What had I become? A dreamer of dreams--a dupe of
magic. Everything had grown strangely interesting--the lonely place was
lonely no more--the old castle of Dorracleugh was radiant with unearthly
light. Unconsciously, I had become the captive of a magician. I had
passed under a sweet and subtle mania, and was no longer myself. Little
by little, hour by hour, it grew, until I was transformed. Well, behold
me now, wildly in love with Richard Marston.
Looking back now on that period of my history, I see plainly enough that
it was my inevitable fate. So much together, and surrounded by a
solitude, we were the only young people in the little group which formed
our society. Handsome and fascinating--wayward, and even wicked he might
have been, but that I might hope was past--he was energetic, clever,
passionate; and of his admiration he never allowed me to be doubtful.
My infatuation had been stealing upon me, but it was not until we had
reached the month of May that it culminated in a scene that returns
again and again in my solitary reveries, and always with the same tumult
of sweet and bitter feelings.
One day before that explanation took place, my diary, from which I have
often quoted, says thus:
"May 9th.--There was no letter, I am sure, by the early post from Mr.
Marston; Sir Harry or Mr. Blount would have been sure to talk of it at
breakfast. It is treating his uncle, I think, a little cavalierly.
"Sailed across the lake to-day, alone, to Clusted, and walked about a
quarter of a mile up the forest road. How beautiful everything is
looking, but how melancholy! When last I saw this haunted wood, Sir
Harry Rokestone and Mr. Marston were with me.
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