"It seems odd that Mr. Marston stays away so long, and hard to believe
that if he tried he might not have returned sooner. He went on the 28th
of April, and Mr. Blount thought he would be back again in a week: that
would have been on the 5th of this month. I dare say he is glad to get
away for a little time--I cannot blame him; I dare say he finds it often
very dull, say what he will. I wonder what he meant, the other day, when
he said he was 'born to be liked least where he loved most'? He seems
very melancholy. I wonder whether there has been some old love and
parting? Why, unless he liked some one else, should he have quarrelled
with Sir Harry, rather than marry as he wished him? Sir Harry would not
have chosen any one for him who was not young and good-looking. I heard
him say something one morning that showed his opinion upon that point;
and young men, who don't like any one in particular, are easily
persuaded to marry. Well, perhaps his constancy will be rewarded; it is
not likely that the young lady should have given him up.
"May 10th.--How shall I begin? What have I done? Heaven forgive me if I
have done wrong! Oh! kind, true friend, Sir Harry, how have I requited
you? It is too late now--the past is past. And yet, in spite of this,
how happy I am!
"Let me collect my thoughts, and write down as briefly as I can an
outline of the events of this happy, agitating day. No lovelier May day
was ever seen. I was enjoying a lonely saunter, about one o'clock, under
the boughs of Lynder Wood, here and there catching the gleam of the
waters through the trees, and listening from time to time to the call of
the cuckoo from the hollows of the forest. In that lonely region there
is no more lonely path than this.
"On a sudden, I heard a step approaching fast from behind me on the
path, and, looking back, I saw Mr. Marston coming on, with a very glad
smile, to overtake me. I stopped; I felt myself blushing. He was
speaking as he approached: I was confused, and do not recollect what he
said; but hardly a moment passed till he was at my side. He was smiling,
but very pale. I suppose he had made up his mind to speak. He did not
immediately talk of the point on which hung so much; he spoke of other
things--I can recollect nothing of them.
"He began at length to talk upon that other theme that lay so near our
hearts; our pace grew slower and slower as he spoke on, until we came to
a stand-still under the great beech-tree, on whose bark our initials,
now spread by time and touched with lichen, but possibly still legible,
are carved.
"Well, he has spoken, and I have answered--I can't remember our words;
but we are betrothed in the sight of Heaven by vows that nothing can
ever cancel, till those holier vows, plighted at the altar-steps, are
made before God himself, or until either shall die.
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