Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 05
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 05
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
As the patient proceeded in his description, he occasionally drew deep
sighs, looked despairingly, and shuddered--all symptoms of the complaint
from which he had suffered so much, and might still suffer; and, after a
pause, he asked me, with a timid look, if the disease was known to
medical men, or if I thought it _peculiar to him_. I replied that the
complaint was well known, and very far from being uncommon; but that,
unfortunately, we had not very many remedies to which we could resort or
trust for a cure. He looked as if he did not believe me, or doubted my
statement, and then asked what the best remedy was. I answered that it
was an operation, whereby we divided a part of the facial nerve; and
recommended to him the trial of that experiment, for as yet we could not
pronounce certainly of its efficacy. He did not seem to be inclined to
go into my views; and I asked him if he feared the pain of the
operation, and yet dared to face that of his disease, which was a
thousand times greater. He replied that he cared nothing for the pain of
the operation; but yet he felt that he _could not_ undergo it. I looked
at him with surprise, and requested an explanation; but he answered me
by the question--"Are we not sometimes bound to bear pain?" And, as he
uttered these words, he seemed to feel great distress. I replied that I
thought we were bound rather to get quit of pain by every means in our
power, and that all mankind acted on that principle--a circumstance to
which my profession owed its existence and success.
"But if this extraordinary, this _miraculous_ pain is not sent for some
purpose," he said, "why is it that, the moment I think of removing it,
an attack comes upon me?" I cannot explain that, I replied; and he then
went on. "The last time you were sent for, I was seized, after my wife
despatched you the message; and now," holding up his hand, "behold it
comes again, the very instant I begin to talk of a remedy! Yet I must
suffer--it is ordained that I must suffer--it is right and just that I
should suffer. Welcome, ye dreadful messenger whom I fear and tremble
at, yet love! You see, sir, he comes!"
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