Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 05
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 05
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
Justice to myself and my profession required that I should not visit
again a man who rejected my advice, and whose case seemed fitted rather
for the ministrations of a servant of Christ than a disciple of
AEsculapius. Several days passed without my hearing anything of the
condition of the unhappy patient; but I had no hopes of his having got
quit of his neuralgia, which too often adheres to its victim like a
double-tongued adder.
One evening I was in my study, reading an old copy of Celsus, over a
fire nearly exhausted, and by the light of a candle, whose long black
wick indicated the attention I was devoting to the old physician. The
night was dark and windy, and I was assured that, if no emergency
demanded my presence out of doors (which I fervently wished), I stood
little risk of being disturbed by any _walking_ patients, generally
deemed by us the most troublesome of all our employers. At my side hung
my skeletons; and, among the rest, that of Walter T----; around were
other monuments of the frailty and the agonies of human life, all too
familiar to me to take off my attention from the old chronicler of
diseases, their causes, symptoms, and cures.
While thus occupied, my bell rang with great violence and I started up
from the study into which I had fallen. In an instant, my door was flung
open. William B---- stood before me, the picture of a man who had broken
out of bedlam: his eyes flashed the fire of an excruciating agony; his
right hand was pressed convulsively on his cheek; his left made wild
signs, intended to supply the want of words which his tongue could not
utter; every symptom indicated that he was under the full grasp of his
implacable enemy. Recovering his breath, he cried out, "I cannot bear
this any longer." "Patience," said I. "No!" he proceeded, "the extent of
human powers of suffering may be overrated by superior avengers. I must
brave Heaven, or die under its exaction of the last pang of an
overstrained retribution; death will not come to my prayer, and I am
stung to rebellion. Will you, sir, use your operating knife against the
wrath of Heaven? I am resolved. Though conscience cannot be amputated,
this hell-scorched nerve may be severed. Come next what will, this must
be ended. I am at last prepared."
This frenzied burst, wrung from a mind labouring under some terrible
burden, startled and alarmed me; and it was some moments before I could
perceive the meaning which was veiled under his strange words and
manner. He had been seized with an attack of his complaint, and, unable
to bear it, had run out of the house to seek some relief at my hands. I
requested him to be seated; and, though I had to struggle with the
disadvantage of candle light, and the want of one of my assistants, I
resolved upon performing the operation before the agony had abated.
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