Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 21
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 21
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
In this mood she got to the top of the Wynd, and was hurrying along the
first or covered portion, overspread by the front lands, and therefore
dark, when she encountered a man rolled up in a cloak. Even in the dim
light coming from the street lamp on the main pavement, she recognised
him in a moment. He was slouching down by the side of the wall, and did
not seem to notice her. So Christian held back, until he had got farther
on. She felt herself concentrated upon his movements, and observed that
he hung about her own stair, standing in the middle of the close, with
his eye fixed on the dark windows of the deserted flat. There was no
meaning in his action. It seemed simply that his eye was bound to that
house. So far Christian understood the ways of the world; but there are
deeper mysteries there than she wotted of or dreamed just then. A man
will examine a gangrene if it is hopeful; and will hope, and shrink, and
be alarmed, when the hope fails only but a little; nay, he will dread
the undoing of the bandages, lest the hope of the prior undoing should
be changed by the new aspect into a conviction of aggravation; but there
is a state of that ailment, as of moral ills, where all hope having
vanished, despair comes to be reconciled to its own terrors, and the eye
will peer into the hopeless thing, ay, and be charmed with it, and dally
with it, as an irremediable condition, which is his own peculium, a part
of his nature, so far changed. He then becomes a lover of pity, as
before he was a seeker for hope; and, like a desperate bankrupt, will
hawk the balance-sheet of his ills, to make up for the subtraction from
his credit by the sympathy of the world. So did that man look upon that
house, a hopeless sore, after twenty years pain and agony, with these
green spots, and the caustic-defying "proud flesh." Was not the
fleshless corpse of his dead wife still there? She was a skeleton; but
he could only fancy her as he had seen her twenty years before, a young
and beautiful woman. Nor was he alarmed as Christian, weary of waiting
but not unsteeled now for a recognition, stept forward and confronted
him.
"Mrs. Gourlay!" he said, as he peered into her hard face.
"Ay, guidwife Christian, as my husband says. Christian Gourlay that
is--Christian Dempster that was."
"Dempster!" ejaculated he, as he staggered and sustained himself against
the side of the close.
"Yes, sir--Patrick Guthrie that was when I was Dempster, and is--ay, and
will be till you are born again, and baptized with fire."
"Patrick Guthrie!" he repeated. "Yes, the man, the very man. And here,
too, is the evidence kept and preserved, perhaps more than once snatched
from death, to be here at this hour to see me, and lay your hand on me,
and be certain that I am the man, the very man. And," after a pause,
"you have kept your sworn promise?"
"Till this day. Look up there, and see thae closed shutters; go in, and
behold, and say whether or not."
"Too faithful!" groaned he.
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