Never thought you were going to stir up so much trouble when you
did me that big favour of writing a “hello” to me across the
mountains, did you? Well, please let me write this time, and if
it’s too much, give me the teeny-weenyest bit of a hint, and I’ll
turn my pen into a sword and cut it all out.
Was it cheeky of you to write to me? My dear Miss Carrie, I don’t
know exactly what the unpardonable sin is, but if you hadn’t
written, I’d feel awfully anxious about your future.
Right here let me assure you that I’m not one of these confirmed
correspondents. Hand on my heart! I vow I haven’t written two
pages at a time to anybody in years and years. My closest friends
complain that I don’t even answer letters. But when I hear from—oh,
you forbade that, didn’t you.
Don’t chain up your impulses, dear friend; let ’em skallyhoot
around. We don’t live more than nine times; and bottles and chains
weren’t made for people to confine and tie up their good impulses
with.
So you shook your head when you read that I was thinking of you
last week? All right. Couldn’t expect you to believe. But please
turn to page 78 and page 131 of the book I sent you, and try to
think whose eyes I attempted to describe. Since I saw you last
I’ve seen only one pair of eyes like that; and they—well, they
only _resembled_.
Think I’m foolish? Oh, no, I’m not. One can have an ideal if one
wants to. I’ve had one for—years. All I’ve had since have busted
and gone up the flume. Please, Miss Carrie, lemme keep that one.
I ain’t going to bother you about it. You say those old days are
laid away between lavender scented sheets. I can understand that
for you. Mine are not. They are fresh and fragrant, dewy and
everlasting. I’m not going to insist upon your believing it—shake
your head if you want to and give the sun a chance to brighten his
rays. I’m superior to luck, fate, history, and time. If I choose
to stand under a certain window yet in Roseboro and sigh for the
unattainable, no one shall balk me. So, don’t you try to bulldoze
me, Miss Caroline Howard. If my spirit elects to wander there,
please you let it alone.
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