The day has been hot. It has rained somewhere and there is a superb
sunset display. It seems that all the golds and crimsons and purples
in the world have been pounded and mixed in a vast mortar and flung
in one magnificent wave of colour on the western sky. The mountains
are wine drenched. The garden riots in colour. Everywhere colour,
warmth, perfume. The glory fades, but the warmth remains. Oh, the
moon! Big as a wagon wheel it wavers on the hill, hesitating about
its plunge into space. I must go in. Mammy is calling me to supper.
Yes, blessed old coloured lady, I am coming! Her eyes are dim. She
could not have seen that it was my bedroom rug I put under the cherry
tree.
_Midnight._
Was it I who put the rug under the cherry tree? Was it I who crept
down the stairs in such delicious stealth? And did it all happen
just two hours ago when John’s light went out? I had dressed in my
tinkling finery, with my hair done like hers on page 131, and I went
down to see myself full length in the big old mirror brought from
the childhood home. I did not mean to go outside, but the moonlight
lay in silver splashes on the portico, and as I stepped into it
it swept over me in one great delirious wave, not just ordinary
moonlight—sorcery. Standing there in my shimmering gown and satin
shoes, I lost all sense of the real me. Drawn by that compelling
light that lay on the world beyond the door in a still white flood,
I stepped into the fragrant night and sped to the big old cherry
tree. No, not I—a red-lipped, shining-eyed, radiant young creature
that bore only a physical resemblance to me. Not a leaf dropped to
fret the stillness. Nothing stirred, and yet the whole world seemed
afloat. I heard the gate’s click as it opened. The man’s soft felt
hat was pulled down low on his brow, shading the features, but I knew
him—that is, I divined who it was. Just for a moment I thought him
a vision breathed into the night by its magic and my desire to have
him there. Just for a moment the solid earth, the misty hills lost
foundation. He did not see me so still in the shadow of the cherry
tree. Halfway up the walk he stopped, perhaps with the realization
that the house was dark, for I had blown out the lamp I carried down.
He stood there very still. When he turned he walked rapidly down
the walk and out the gate. I made a swift little rush from under the
tree, a swift little rush that sent out a myriad of tiny sounds—that
pagan thing in me alive, clamouring for its woman’s birthright. I
think the gate’s sharp click drowned the tinkling call of my finery.
He did not glance back. After what seemed an æon of time I heard
voices—the faint roll of wheels.
Perhaps I would think the whole fantastic thing a dream were it not
for the wicked glitter of the baubles on my poor little frock that
lies in a neglected heap there in the moonlight where I stepped out
of it.
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