When my eyes opened this morning the flaming beauty of the east took
me to the window—such a marshalling of sunrise banners to do honour
to the day. Not waiting for my fire, judging from the sounds in that
direction that mammy was having a holiday nap, anyway, I dressed
rapidly, high shoes, short skirt, coat and cap, and sallied forth.
The landscape stretched before me like a vast white sea, its purity
unbroken by footstep of man. It seemed to belong solely to me and
a few noisy crows. I marched straight to the post-office. It was
closed when John passed last night. I had a sneaking little hope—but
it wasn’t there. I got a little note from Dicky, though. She writes
that her gift is delayed. It is always. I could never teach Dicky
timeliness—always, like Bobby Haralson, she has been superior to time.
The day that I began joyously has been a restless one. I have climbed
to the hilltop. Below me the village lies, a crystal toy town in the
lap of crystal hills. My eyes travel down the chain of glistening
hills to Camel Back. Wise old comrade, I do believe he knows. Anyway,
it is a relief to tell him. “Camel Back,” she writes, “A chance
encounter at the theatre with Bobby Haralson in which I still conceal
my identity.” Camel Back’s snowy hump twinkles as though he laughs;
above him the clouds that have seemed to drift aimlessly form a fairy
castle. Its turrets and dome glitter in the sunset’s dying fire. I
can trace a door—a vast, closed portal. How ridiculous that a trick
of the clouds could thrill me! Slowly the door has opened. I can’t
explain the lovely magic of it, but there in the white stillness some
words that Bobby wrote rolled over me in a great, mounting, singing
wave.
“You have sympathy and a deep and true humanness.” If Bobby is not
mistaken! If it could be! Almost solemnly I turn from my mountain,
with its castle fading from the sky, and take my way home.
_January 20th._
Every minute that I can spare from my school duties I work at my
book in a fury of enthusiasm. Just as the snow made the village so
beautiful on Christmas day, something within me no longer sees the
frailties of the mountain people with whom my lot is cast. Their
kindness through all the long years comes to me instead. So I call
my little book “The Window.” I look out and see beauties I never saw
before, and the sun pours in and warms me.
_January 25th._
I am working at it night and day. It grows amazingly. “Child,” some
one said to me yesterday, “I heard ye was writin’ a book. Ain’t
plenty o’ books in the worl’, ’thout rackin’ yore pore brains to
write anuther?”
Almost, I gave back indignant answer; but I have learned of my little
book—of my little book that flows in my veins and runs down through
my finger-tips, sometimes to laugh and exult, sometimes to sob and
sigh.
_February 15th._
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