Just after Christmas I was in town and I saw a big splendid picture
of Bobby in a bookdealer’s window. I know the man, and, shamelessly,
I told him Bobby was my first cousin—my favourite cousin. He gave
me the picture. Bobby is in his old place on my mantel. And, as
before, he dominates the room. There are times when I almost feel his
presence, distinct, encompassing. My life has not many idle moments,
but when these little lazy let-down minutes do come, when I sit by
the fire at night, the school papers all corrected, just before I go
to bed, I find awaiting me, giving me the feeling that it is always
there, patiently abiding its moment, this nearness to Bobby. It draws
near, not like an alien thing unsure of its welcome, but it comes as
if in answer to a call. How well I know Bobby Haralson! Times spent
together, when apart, how close they come. If disaster overwhelmed
him he’d hide his hurt under a froth of gayety, his lips would mock
with smiles. Once my mother laughingly called my father to see the
pretty picture a little sewing girl made as she slept—her beads of
prayer in her hands. Smilingly my father shook his head. My mother
loved my father for that chivalry to a little sleeping work girl.
Bobby is like that—human enough to advertise through a newspaper
for a girl “pal” and then too chivalrous to meet her. The subtle
gradations that make a gentleman!
_April 1st._
All the way from school this afternoon I kept telling myself there
would be a letter from Bobby on the hall table, and then I would tell
myself it was preposterous after this long silence that I should look
for his letter. But there it was. And he has been sick. I feel his
nerves in the letter.
If Bobby has been reading my last two letters, which he hopes I won’t
make my two last, one was most certainly an old one. Of course I
thanked him for the Christmas flowers and candy. It’s a bad sign, Mr.
Book-writer, for a man to con over old letters. He’s either in his
dotage, or he is in love. Is Bobby in love?
Here’s his letter:
_West 20th Street._
_New York. April 1st._
DEAR, DEAR CARRIE:
(Dear, dear Carrie, indeed! And not a line from him since
Christmas.)
Here’s my right hand being held up:—Please listen!
To-day for the first time in six weeks I’ve had my trunks unpacked
and have sat down at my desk clothed in my ordinarily sane mind,
and been able to find pen ’n ink ’n paper to write with and on.
I’ve moved four times since I lived in Waverly Place; and have been
driven from post-office to pillow by the—noise of elevated trains,
waggons (notice the English two g’s), trams (also English), and
cries of hucksters (mostly Dagoes). At last I have found a quiet
haven; and the first thing I do (of course) is to dig your last two
(please don’t make it “two last”) letters and read ’em some more.
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