Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
She was conscious, in a vague, uncertain way, that though Sir Edwin had
kissed her because he cared for her, he could not have acted so had he
cared in an upright, honest-hearted manner. She attracted him, and he
wanted all the pleasure he could get out of the attraction, but there,
no doubt, it ended.
For the rest, he was Sir Edwin Crathie, Cabinet Minister, and member of
a proud, patrician family. She was Hal Pritchard, secretary, typist,
and occasional journalist at the office of a leading London paper.
She grew restless, and commenced roaming round the room. Her knowledge
of life, as it is lived near its teeming, throbbing, working centre,
warned her that the new turn of their friendship held danger. If she
was wise, she would shun the danger, and go back to her old life before
he had come into it. She would firmly and resolutely refuse to see him
again.
To do so without regret was impossible. Now that the friendship seemed
about to cease, she realised it had meant more than she knew. She held
her face in her hands, and her cheeks tingled at the memory of the last
eager kiss.
She was woman enough to know it was good to be kissed like that by a
man who, even if his morals and principles left much to be desired, was
still very much a man, and had won a distinction that made most women
proud of far less attention than he had shown her.
Still?—
In a different sense she was struggling in a net of circumstances
something like Lorraine’s. Lorraine wanted to do the right thing, or,
at any rate, the sporting thing.
So did Hal.
In a world full of temptations, and backsliding, and much suffering
thereby, the sporting thing for the strong woman is to stand to her
guns. If Hal dallied with Sir Edwin now, she felt she would be
deserting her post. At the judgment-bar of her own heart, which, after
all, matters far more than the judgment-bar of public opinion, she
would be allowing herself to compromise for the sake of the fleeting,
dangerous pleasure.
She stopped short by the window, and stared out into the gloomy,
lamplit street. And it crossed her mind to remember the bitter price so
many women had paid for that dalliance and compromise, so many now
probably gazing out with dull eyes into gloomy streets, hopeless,
reckless, and joyless.
Yes; dalliance and compromise were mistakes. The real pluck was the
sporting spirit that stood to its guns, even if it cost a big and
wearisome effort. She would not dally. She would answer to her own
Best, and try to go on her steadfast way.
After all, she had Dudley and Lorraine. It was good to have a brother
all to oneself, who was incontestably a dear, in spite of a little
priggishness and narrowness. He would be home soon, and then they would
have a last chat over the fire together; and that would help to renew
her in her determination to cut the dangerous friendship adrift.
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