Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
She leaned back in the chair a little wearily, and waited for the
welcome sound of his key in the latch. She wished he would come
quickly, because she did not quite like the way her mind kept reverting
to those eager kisses. The memory had the danger of making most other
thoughts seem thin and dull; and she wondered how she was going to
replace a friendship that had been so full of interest and enjoyment.
If she had dared, she would like to have persuaded herself that he
cared for her in the real way; and her cheeks glowed, and her heart
thumped a little at the thought of all the real way meant. But her
practical side told her only too decidedly that this was not the case.
Perhaps he was not the sort of man who could care in the real way at
all. He was too selfish, and grasping, and ambitious by nature. That he
was interesting and a delightful companion as well did not help
matters. Men were very often all these things together, but the
selfish, ambitious, unscrupulous side usually outweighed all the rest
in big questions that affected their whole lives.
Then she remembered that many of the girls she knew—quite nice, jolly
girls—would have taken the fun that offered, and not bothered about
anything beyond the present. Still, that did not affect her own
particular case.
One had to try and live up to one’s own ideals, not other people’s, and
in her inmost heart she knew that she thought but poorly of the girls
who run foolish risks for the sake of a little extra pleasure and
gratification, just as she thought poorly of the man who amused
himself, trifling with a girl’s affections, to pass a little time.
Then came the welcome sound of Dudley’s key, and she sat up and turned
an eager face to the door to greet him.
He came in quietly, and returned the greeting with his usual calm,
undemonstrative appreciation; only, he did not look at her, nor ask her
any questions about her day.
The supper was still waiting for him, and he took a few mouthfuls, in a
preoccupied manner, with his face turned away. Hal asked him about the
day’s outing, wondering not a little at his manner. He seemed anxious,
and somewhat ill at ease, and she observed that he did not eat anything
to speak of.
At last he got up and came to her side near the fire.
“Aren’t you going to sit down?” she asked. “I thought a little fire
looked so cosy.”
He did not seem to hear her, for instead of replying he coughed
nervously, cleared his throat, and said:
“I’ve something to tell you, Hal—a piece of news.”
She waited, watching him with a puzzled, curious air. Then, without any
further preamble, he finished abruptly:
“I’m—I’m—engaged to be married.”
Hal gave a gasp, and became suddenly taut with amazement and
incredulity. “You’re—engaged—to—be—married!”
“Yes; you’re not very surprised, are you?”
A sudden, awful fear seemed to envelop and clutch at her.
“Who to?” she asked, a little hoarsely?
“To Doris Hayward.”
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