Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
It was as if, surrounded with success and attention night after night,
and for several years, she had wearied of the rôle, and put it aside
voluntarily whenever opportunity offered. She had been wont to be very
fashionable and striking in her dress and general appearance, but now
Hal noticed vaguely a simpler note all through.
Her face and expression seemed to have changed also. A certain hardness
and callousness had gone. Her smile was more genuine, and her eyes
kinder. In some mysterious way, it was as though Lorraine had won from
the past some gleaming of the woman she might have been under happier
circumstances, and without certain harsh experiences.
And it was all owing to her feeling for Alymer Hermon and his youthful
pride in her.
They met continually now. Her flat was open to him whenever he liked.
He came to her when he had anything interesting to relate—when he was
depressed and when he was hopeful. With the inconsequent acceptance of
youth, he took from her what an older man would have regarded a little
shyly, and perhaps feared to take.
She was his pal, his excellent friend, who gave him such sympathy and
interest and encouragement as she could find nowhere else. Because he
was young, he drank deep and asked no questions.
He did not imagine for a moment that she was in love with him. True,
other women were; but then they told him so, and alarmed him with their
attentions. Lorraine was more inclined to laugh at him and make fun of
him, in a jolly, pally sort of way, which made him feel perfectly at
home with her, and successfully banish any questions.
She was more like a man friend, only better, because a man would have
wanted an equal share of interest, whereas Lorraine seemed content to
be interested in him. She never encouraged him to talk about her
triumphs and her other friends. She rather implied they were so public
and apparent already she did not want to hear any more of them.
But she was always ready to talk of his hopes and aspirations, and help
him to build foundations to his aircastles. And already, under her
tuition and help, he had made immense strides. His work and his objects
had become real to him, ambition had taken root and begun to push out
little upward shoots. He saw himself one of the leading lights at the
Bar, and instead of lazily scoffing, he liked the picture. He wanted to
get there, and if Lorraine was ready to help him, why should she not?
Why bother to ask questions?
Of course she must be fond of him, or she would not do it; but then he
was fond of her too—very fond—and why not? The mere suggestion of
danger did not occur to him. She was so many years his senior, and so
celebrated, it never crossed his mind to suppose she could have any
feeling for him beyond the jolly palliness that seemed to have sprung
up naturally between them.
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