Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
So he came and went between the Temple and her flat and his own
quarters, and life began to assume a bigness of possibility that
drowned all else, and kept him eager and hard working and safe from the
hurtful influences and actions that attend idle hours.
And Lorraine, for the present, walked in her fool’s paradise and was
content. She watched him slowly and surely fill out both physically and
mentally into the promise of his splendid manhood.
She saw his youthful beauty solidifying into the beauty of a man, and
carefully watered and tended those budding shoots of ambition that were
to help him attain his best promise.
For the time being the thwarted mother-love that is in every woman
satisfied her with the evidence of his progress, and she lulled any
other into quiescence, hugging to herself the knowledge that it was she
alone to whom he would owe greatness, if he won it, and that even his
own doting mother had not done, and never could do, the half that she
was doing to start him on a steadfast way that should lead to fame and
usefulness.
She made it her excuse for ignoring the questions which her wider
knowledge could not entirely banish. To what other results the
friendship might lead she turned a deaf ear. The other results must
take care of themselves, was her thought; it was enough for her that
she could help to make him great.
She smiled a little at the thought of the women she had won him from.
He talked to her now freely and openly, though always with that
unassuming modesty which was so attractive. She knew what he had
already had to combat. What a life of self-pleasing and gay-living lay
open to him if he chose to take it. She knew that, if he chose it,
though he might still win a certain amount of fame, it would never be
the well-grounded, staunch, reliable success that she could spur him
to.
And so she drew a curtain over the dangers her course might hold, and,
in a light and airy way, threw over him the glow and the warm
attractiveness of her many fascinations and allurements, that she might
keep him free from any foolish engagement or low entanglement, to
concentrate all his mind and his heart upon his work and her.
How long such an aim was likely to satisfy her, or how natural or
unnatural her course, she left with all the other questions, to be
faced, if necessary, later on, or to pass with the swift joy into
oblivion.
At least it was not the first time a woman, scarcely young, and having
her full measure of success, had turned unaccountably to a man very
much her junior, for something she apparently sought in vain from men
of her own age. It might be strange, but it was not unique; and for the
rest, were not the ways of the little god Love like the ways of many
events—“stranger than fiction”?
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