Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Before she had been a week in the house, Frank Raynor deserted his
housekeeper altogether, and fell in love with the housekeeper’s
daughter. Within a fortnight he had laid all his possessions at
Lorraine’s feet, promising her not only wealth and devotion, but the
brilliant career she so coveted.
The man was generous, but he was no saint. Give him herself, and she
would have the world at her feet if he could bring it there. Give any
less, and he would have no more to say to her whatsoever.
It was the cross-roads.
Lorrain struggled manfully for a month. She hated the idea of marrying
a man better suited in every way to her mother. She dreaded and hated
the thought of what had perhaps been between them; yet she was afraid
to ask any question that might corroborate her worst fears.
All that was best in her of delicate and refined sensitiveness surged
upward, and she longed to run away to some remote island far removed
from the harsh realities of life.
Yet, how could she? Without money, without influence, without rich
friends, what did the world at large hold for her?
How much easier to go with the tide—seize her opportunity—and dare Fate
to do her worst.
At the last there was a bitter scene between mother and daughter.
“If you refuse Frank Raynor now, you ruin the two of us,” was Mrs.
Vivian’s angry indictment. “What can we expect from him any more? How
are you ever going to get another such chance to make a hit?”
“And what if it ruins my life to marry him?” Lorraine asked.
“Such nonsense! The man can give you everything. What in the world more
do you want? He is good enough looking; he could pass as a gentleman,
and he is rich.”
A sudden nauseous spasm at all the ugliness of life shook Lorraine. She
turned on her mother swiftly, scarcely knowing what she said, and
asked:
“You are anxious enough to sell me to him. What is he to you anyway?
What has he ever been to you?”
Mrs. Vivian blanched before the suddenness of the attack, but she held
her ground.
“You absurd child, what in the world could he be to me? It is easy
enough to see he has no eyes for any one but you.”
“And before I came?”
Lorraine took a step forward, and for a moment the two women faced each
other squarely. The eyes of each were a little hard, the expressions a
little flinty; but behind the older woman’s was a scornful,
unscrupulous indifference to any moral aspect; behind the younger’s a
hunted, rather pitiful hopelessness. The ugly things of life had caught
the one in their talons and held her there for good and all, more or
less a willing slave, the soul of the younger was still alive, still
conscious, still capable of distinguishing the good and desiring it.
The mother turned away at last with a little harsh laugh.
“Before you came he was nothing to me. He never has been anything.”
Without waiting for Lorraine to speak, she turned again, and added:
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